9 Gateways
Our sages recorded authentic gateways to come closer to G-d. We may
duplicate their experiences. However, there are many prerequisites. Foremost,
one must study the Torah to the point that questions arise. Second, having
friends and being a teacher at times is a great merit. Third, one must be
indifferent to insults and complements. One must be secure in ones identity and
immune from emotions of hatred. One must have time to study in peace and
friends with whom to share ideas. One must have teachers of good character and
good will. Happiness helps in general.
9.1 Sacrifices
Focus on studying the Torah according to ones
sin:
[839]
9.2 Equanimity
or Stoicism
Equanimity – hishtavut -
השתוות
that is the controlled response to both good and bad in life is an ingredient to
spiritual growth. The Sulam HaAliyah – the Ladder of Ascent by R. Judah
Albotini
discusses:
[840]
Text
9-1: R. Judah Albotini’s Ladder of
Ascent
Equanimity brings one to concentration of the soul, and concentration
brings about the holy spirit, which brings one to prophecy, which is the highest
level. If so, one of the necessary prerequisites for your path in concentration
is that you first have the quality of equanimity that you not become excited by
anything.
R. Isaac of Acre’s, Meirat Eynayim presents the
gateway to equanimity as the study and attachment to the word of
G-d.
Text
9-2: R. Isaac of Acre’s Light of the
Eyes
Rabbi Isaac of Acre begins:
“He who merits the secret of communion
[with the divine] will merit the secret of equanimity (hishtawwut), and if he
receives this secret, then he will also know the secret of hitbodedut, and once
he has known th secret of hitbodedut, he will receive the holy spirit, and from
that prophecy, until he shall prophesy and tell future things.
[841]
In explaining the mystery of stoicism, Rabbi Abner related the following
account:
A Sage once came to one who practices meditation and asked that he be
accepted into their society. The Other replied, “My son, blessed are you
to God. Your intentions are good. But tell me, have you attained stoicism
(equanimity - hishtawwut) or not?”
The Sage said, “Master, explain your
words.” The Meditator said, “If one man is praising you and another
is insulting you, are the two equal in your eyes or not?” He replied,
“No my master. I have pleasure from those who praise me, and pain from
those who degrade me. But I do not take revenge or bear a grudge.”
The Other said, “Go in peace my son. You have not attained
stoicism. You have not reached a level where your soul does not feel praise of
one who honors you, nor the degradation of one who insults you. You are not
prepared for your thoughts to bound on high that you should come and meditate
(hitboded). Go and increase humbleness of your heart and learn to treat every
thing equally until you have become stoic. Only then will you be able to
meditate.”
[842]
R. Isaac of Acre continues: “And the cause of equanimity is the
attachment of thoughts to God, for cleaving and attachment of the thought to God
causes man to feel neither the honor nor the contempt that people show
him.”
R. Abner does not tell the sage how to achieve
equanimity. Moreover if we consider R. Isaac’s suggestion, the sage
appears already a scholar of the word of G-d, so what is missing in his life to
achieve equanimity?
Perhaps, the observance of commandments with ferocity
and a fear of sin that brings one to full immersion in Torah beyond scholarship,
essentially to swim in Her waters. Then he will become chosen of G-d and
achieve R. Isaac’s description of attachment which lives no room for
anything other than equanimity.
Text
9-3: R. Eleazar Azikri's Sefer Haredim
It is written, “I have always placed God before me.” It is
written in the book Hovot HaLevavot that it is inconceivable that a master and a
slave, one being contemptible in the eyes of the other, or those who honor and
those who despise him, should be equal in his eyes, as the hasid said to the man
who wished to concentrate, “You cannot do so unless you practice humility
and receiving insults, until you achieve equanimity.” ... And there are
three conditions in this verse, shiviti – “I placed” or
literally “I made equal” that is I make everything equal before me,
my praisers and my condemners, for I am a
worm.[843]
9.3 Wisdom
Meditation
9-1: Gates of Wisdom
On the 46th Day of the Counting of the Omer, I listened to the
davening of P’sachyah, one who opens the gates of wisdom. Yah is the name
of G-d associated with
Hochmah.[844] To open the Gates
of Wisdom, one must cling to the
Shechinah:[845]
‘Open for me the gates of wisdom.’ I beheld a circumference
of fire before the holy gates. I asked the L-rd what it means? “One must
first obtain understanding before one can find wisdom.” How can I obtain
understanding? “Through learning all of the time, one will obtain
understanding.” I do learn. “Then walk through.” The wall
of fire was all around me up to my eyes, but I approached the gates. I asked,
“Do the gates open inward or outward.” “If you are worthy
they open inward for wisdom will stay within. If with your own force, they will
open outwards, but this wisdom will not last.” I walked through inward
opening gates.
There I beheld a man in fetters on the ground. “This is Solomon
whose wisdom was great and yet, lost.” I also saw a majestic king on a
throne. This too is Solomon for there is still reward for the wisdom once had.
I asked how can one hold onto wisdom? “This is only according to
one’s wife for according to her wisdom will be her husband’s and he
will come to think like her.” If one is single, “Hold onto the
Shechinah with all your might, for she is the source of your wisdom. You must
learn all the time to hold onto Her.”
An interesting Gemara
explains how Solomon fell away:
R. Isaac said: When Solomon married Pharaoh's daughter, Gabriel
descended and stuck a reed in the sea, which gathered a sand-bank around it, on
which was built the great city of Rome.
R. Isaac also said: Why were the reasons of [some] Biblical laws not
revealed? — Because in two verses reasons were revealed, and they caused
the greatest in the world [Solomon] to stumble. Thus it is written: He shall not
multiply wives to himself, whereon Solomon said, ‘I will multiply wives
yet not let my heart be perverted.’ Yet we read, When Solomon was old, his
wives turned away his heart.
Again it is written: He shall not multiply to himself horses; concerning
which Solomon said, ‘I will multiply them, but will not cause [Israel] to
return [to Egypt].’ Yet we read: And a chariot came up and went out of
Egypt for six [hundred shekels of silver].
And from Kings 1:10:28-29, Israel began trading –
סחר with Egypt:
Text
9-5: Kings 1:10:28-29
And Solomon had horses brought from Egypt, and from Keve; the
king’s traders received them from Keve at a price. And a chariot could be
imported from Egypt for six hundred shekels of silver, and a horse for a hundred
and fifty; and so they were exported to the kings of the Hittites, and to the
kings of Aram, through the traders.
From here, we learn even a trader should not return to Egypt. Is this not
the same for a tourist? And on Solomon’s ultimate fate in the world to
come:
[846]
Text
9-6: Sanhedrin 104b
The men of the Great Assembly enumerated [those who have no portion in
the world to come[847]] them. Rab
Judah said in Rab's name: They wished to include another [sc. Solomon], but an
apparition of his father's likeness came and prostrated itself [in supplication]
before them, which, however, they disregarded. A heavenly fire descended and its
flames licked their seats, yet they still disregarded it. Whereupon a Heavenly
Voice cried out to them, ‘Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he
shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before mean
men.[848] He who gave
precedence to My house over his, and, moreover, built My house in seven years,
but his own in thirteen, he shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before
mean men.’[849] Yet, they
paid no attention even to this. Whereupon the Heavenly Voice cried out,
‘Should it be according to thy mind? he will recompense it, whether thou
refuse, ‘or whether thou choose; and not I
etc.’[850]Elihu
defended Job against the condemnation of his peers as the Heavenly Voice defends
Solomon against the condemnation of the Great Assembly, “Should He reward
it according to your mind, when you refuse His judgment? Should He say, you
shall choose and not I; therefore speak what you
know.”
[851] A later version
on Solomon’s fate from the Midrash on Proverbs:
Text
9-7: Midrash Mishle
When the Sanhedrin wanted to put Solomon together with the three kings
and four private persons [who have no portion in the world to come], the
Shekhinah stood up before God and spoke before Him: Master of the World!
“See a man skilled at his work” [Proverbs 22:29]. But those men
want to count him among the enemies of light [the damned]. Whereupon a heavenly
voice went forth and said: “He shall attend upon kings,”
etc.
The Gemara above is interpreting this Mishnah:
Text
9-8: Mishnah Sanhedren 90a
MISHNAH. ALL ISRAEL HAVE A PORTION IN THE WORLD TO COME, FOR IT IS
WRITTEN, THY PEOPLE ARE ALL RIGHTEOUS; THEY SHALL INHERIT THE LAND FOR EVER, THE
BRANCH OF MY PLANTING, THE WORK OF MY HANDS, THAT I MAY BE GLORIFIED.’ BUT
THE FOLLOWING HAVE NO PORTION THEREIN: HE WHO MAINTAINS THAT RESURRECTION IS NOT
A BIBLICAL DOCTRINE, THE TORAH WAS NOT DIVINELY REVEALED, AND AN EPIKOROS. R.
AKIBA ADDED: ONE WHO READS UNCANONICAL BOOKS. ALSO ONE WHO WHISPERS [A CHARM]
OVER A WOUND AND SAYS, I WILL BRING NONE OF THESE DISEASES UPON THEE WHICH I
BROUGHT UPON THE EGYPTIANS: FOR I AM THE LORD THAT HEALETH THEE.’ ABBA
SAUL SAYS: ALSO ONE WHO PRONOUNCES THE DIVINE NAME AS IT IS SPELT.
THREE KINGS AND FOUR COMMONERS HAVE NO PORTION IN THE WORLD TO COME:
THE THREE KINGS ARE JEROBOAM, AHAB, AND MANASSEH. R. JUDAH SAID: MANASSEH HATH A
PORTION THEREIN, FOR IT IS WRITTEN, ‘AND HE PRAYED UNTO HIM, AND WAS
INTREATED OF HIM, AND HE HEARKENED TO HIS SUPPLICATION AND THEY RESTORED HIM TO
JERUSALEM, TO HIS KINGDOM. THEY [THE SAGES] ANSWERED HIM: THEY RESTORED HIM TO
HIS KINGDOM, BUT NOT TO [HIS PORTION IN] THE WORLD TO COME. FOUR COMMONERS,
VIZ., BALAAM, DOEG, AHITOPHEL, AND
GEHAZI.
[852]The
Doreshe Reshumoth – the Interpreters of Signs were a school in Israel that
avoided the Babylonian exile. They preceded Hillel and Shammai and provided a
more liberal interpretation of the last part of the Mishnah:
Text
9-9: The Doreshe Reshumoth
The Doreshe Reshumoth maintained: All of them will enter the world to
come, as it is written, Gilead is mine, Manasseh is mine; Ephraim also is the
strength of mine head; Judah is my lawgiver,’ Moab is my washpot; over
Edom will I cast out my shoe: Philistia, triumph thou because of me. [Thus:]
‘Gilead is mine’ this refers to Ahab, who fell at Ramoth-gilead;
‘Manasseh’ is literally meant; ‘Ephraim also is the strength
of mine head’ — this alludes to Jeroboam, a descendant of Ephraim;
‘Judah is my lawgiver’ — this refers to Ahitophel, who is
descended from Judah; ‘Moab is my washpot,’ to Gehazi, who was
smitten on account of matters connected with bathing; ‘over Edom will I
cast out my shoe’ — to Doeg the Edomite; ‘Philistia, triumph
thou because of me,’ The ministering Angels exclaimed before the Holy One,
blessed be He, ‘Sovereign of the Universe! If David comes, who slew the
Philistine and gave possession of Gath to thy children. [and complains at Thy
giving a share in the world to come to Doeg and Ahitophel], what wilt thou do
with him?’ He replied, ‘It is My duty to make them friends with each
other.’That we should be friends with each other is of such
importance that God accepts this as His duty and that even sinners will have a
portion in the world to come so that we may one day be
friends:
[853]
Text
9-10: A Portion in the Future
Hithro'a'i
התרועעי
– Associate with or ‘triumph thou’ is thus derived from rah
–
רע, and
translated ‘make thyself a friend’. It may be observed that it is
not taught here that they actually have a portion in the world to come as a
right, but that they will nevertheless enter therein, God bearing their
iniquities to make this possible. This is in accordance with the general
attitude of Judaism that punishment is not everlasting.
God tolerates
iniquities to make possible reconciliation.
9.4 Solitude
The importance of talking to
God:
[854]
Text
9-11: Solitude with God, Hitbodedut according to Breslov
Hasidism
Solitude is a great virtue and a proper and very straight way by which
to draw nearer to God, blessed be He. And every one ought to set aside a few
hours a day, during which he will pour out his heart to God in the vernacular,
such as Yiddish, which is spoken in these countries... For it is easier to
converse well in the spoken language. And whatever he feels at heart, he will
communicate to God, blessed be He, such as complaints and excuses and placating
words and supplications, so that he will be able to approach Him. And every one
should do so to the extent of his awareness of the flaws of his heart and how
much he is distant from God... It is only by conducting themselves in this
fashion that the greatest of the Tzaddikim attained their spiritual
level.”
9.5 Gematria
[TABLE]
One may sense the divine in many ways. These include prayer,
conversation with G-d, a walk in nature, looking at the stars at night, etc.
Writing is often a gateway. There is automatic writing where one lets
one’s sub-conscious take control. Similarly, one who knows Hebrew may
permute and count letters to open the mind for divine
inspiration:
[855]
Text
9-12: Excerpt from the Treasury of the Hidden
Eden
Take the pen in your hand, like a spear in the hand of a warrior. When you
think of something, uttering it in your heart with specific letters, also
express it with your mouth.
Listen carefully, and “watch what emanates from your lips” (Deut
23:24). Let your ears hear what your lips speak, and with your heart,
understand meaning of all these expressions. Write each expression down
immediately.
Manipulate the letters and seek out other words having the same numerical
value, even if they do not follow my path. And know that this will be your key
to open the fifty gates of wisdom...
You will rejoice and have great pleasure. You will experience ecstasy and
trembling – ecstasy for the soul, and trembling for the body... There
will be no question that, through this wondrous method, you will have reached
one of the Fifty Gates of Understanding. This is the lowest
gate...
The Divine Presence will then rest on you, and
the Fifty Gates of Understanding will be opened in your heart. From then on,
you will realize Who is with you, Who is over your head, and Who is in your
heart. You will then recognize the true way.The table below lists
the Hebrew letters, their values, and their names in Hebrew and English. Here,
the twenty-seven letters, including the final letters are divided into groups of
three according to the Ayak-Bachar –
איק
בכר transformation where each group has the same small
or reduced
number.
[856]
Table
9-1: Hebrew Letters and Numbers
|
Unity
|
Couples
|
Fertility
|
Rigor
|
Action
|
Love
|
Shabbas
|
Spiritual
|
War
|
|
אות Number דבר Letter Meaning
|
א 1 אלף aleph ox
|
ב 2 בית bet house
|
ג 3 גמל gimel camel
|
ד 4 דלת dalet door
|
ה 5 הא heh window
|
ו 6 וו vav peg
|
ז 7 זין zayin weapon
|
ח 8 חית het fence
|
ט 9 טית tet serpent
|
|
אות Number דבר Letter Meaning
|
י 10 יוד yod hand
|
כ 20 כף kaph palm
of the hand
|
ל 30 למד lamed ox-goad
|
מ 40 מם mem water
|
נ 50 נון nun fish
|
ס 60 סמך samehk prop,
support
|
ע 70 עין ayin eye
|
פ 80 פא peh mouth
|
צ 90 צדי tzadi fishing
hook
|
|
אות Number דבר Letter Meaning
|
ק 100 קוף kof back
of head
|
ר 200 ריש resh head
|
ש 300 שין shin tooth
|
ת 400 תו tav cross
|
ך 20
(500) כף
סופית final kaph
|
ם 40
(600) מם
סופית final mem
|
ן 50
(700) נון
סופית final nun
|
ף 80
(800) פא
סופית final peh
|
ץ 90
(900) צדי
סופית final tzadi
|
There are twenty-two principle letters in the Hebrew alphabet. Scribes
to make it easier to recognize word separation added final letters. Originally,
the Torah did not have spaces between words or vowels under letters. Practicing
Gematria requires the following:
- Calligraphy pens – find a Sheaffer Calligraphy Kit.
- Hebrew calligraphy book – Jay Greenspan who taught at
BCI[857] in August 1981 has an
excellent book.
- Memorize the numerical values of each Hebrew letter with the final letters
having the same numerical value as their source letters.
9.5.1 Amen
Meditation, calligraphy, and gematria go hand in hand. Here is the result
of a meditation on the word Amen after reading the Psalms of
David
[858] and the
Bahir.
[859]
Text
9-13: Gematria of Amen
אמן
91
צא
מן
= צ
FROM
מן =
צ THE TZADDIK BRINGS
G-D
א INTO THE
WORLD
אשר
המתברך
בארץ
יתברך
באלה אמן
THAT WHICH HE
BLESSES IN THE LAND IS BLESSED THROUGH THIS —
AMEN
יהוה
+
אדני
26
+ 65 =
91
אילן
ROOT
< LEAVES < SUN < G-D
THE TREE TRANSMITS ENERGY
FROM ROOT TO
LEAVES
AND BACK DOWN AGAIN
The gematria of water –
מים is 90, which
is the Tzaddik. The power of water is that it does not attach to anything. In
this manner, the tzaddik descends to helping others, but does not absorb impure
ways. Sinful ways roll off of him. Nevertheless, one can attach to a messenger
of God, an angel per say, to elevate him or her. Attaching oneself to a
messenger of God is to attach oneself to the Tree of Life as they are
related:
Text
9-14: The Angel and the Tree of Life
Messenger – Malach –
מאלך = 91 =
אילן = Elon
– Tree of Life
‘Amen’ means to ‘train’ and refers to
training oneself in faith the same way one would train to be an artisan. Faith
– Emunah leads to trust – Bitachon, which leads to joy. We must
praise God as enthusiastically when something bad happens as when something good
happens. There is a story
told:
[860]Command –
Tzah –
צא teaches
that one must strive to keep the keep the commands to ascend and descend the
Tree of Life. The Sefer Raziel teaches that there are 91 days in each
season.
[861] Each season is a
covenant with the world, a promise for succession as well as return.
Text
9-15: Rabbi Immanuel Schochet on Praise to
God
Two rabbis who were brothers went to visit Mezzirich, because they had
heard so much about the Maggid. After visiting, they decided to leave because
they were not so initially impressed. Sometime later, after they had thought
things over, they decided to visit again with a question for the Maggid of
Mezzirich on the meaning of a commandment found at the beginning of Tractate
Berachot:
“How is it that we are commanded to praise God
with the same level of joy
for something bad as for something
good?”
He responded that he did not have time to answer the question, but if
they would visit Reb Zusha they would find the answer. The two who were
brothers were Rabbi Pinchas Horowitz (who would become the chief rabbi of
Frankfurt al la Main) and Rabbi Shmelke Horowitz (who would become the
Nickelsburg rabbi).
When they came to Reb Zusha, he was surprised to see them since he
thought himself the least knowledgeable of men to answer any important question.
Nevertheless, seeing that his Rebbe had asked them to ask him, he listened to
the question. He replied that when he heard this commandment, he too could not
understand the reason. In fact, he said, “to this day I still do not know
the answer, because I do not understand how there can be something that Hakodesh
Baruch Hu does for us that is bad.” Reb Zusha was a very poor man who had
many difficulties getting by in life but to him nothing was bad.
Another story illustrating the importance of trust – Bitachon
from Rabbi Akiva:
Text
9-16: Rabbi Akiva on Trust
Rabbi Akiva had set out one day on a journey. As was his custom, he
took his donkey laden with his belongings, a rooster to wake him in the morning,
and a candle to read the Torah by at night. When he arrived at a town in the
evening, he could not find any inn that would accept him. Consequently, he was
forced to sleep out in the forest. He thanked God and went to the forest.
During the night a lion came and ate his donkey. He thanked God. A weasel came
and bit off the head of his rooster. He thanked God. Also it rained all night
long so he could not even use his candle. In the morning he rose up and walked
into town to see if he could get a room, but when he got to the gates he saw
that they were broken in and that the town had been attacked by brigands and
many people were injured and robbed.
He thought about this and realized that if the innkeepers would not have
turned him down he might have also been attacked and robbed. He realized that
if the lion had not eaten the donkey, the donkey’s brae would have given
him away. Similarly if the rooster had sounded his alarm he would have been
revealed. The light of the candle also might have revealed him to the brigands.
He thanked God for everything that had befallen him.
Another time a person sought the advice of the Maggid of Mezzirich.
The Maggid of Mezzirich was Rabbi Dov Ber. “According to one tradition
Rabbi Dov Ber held a teaching position in a village near Lemberg (Lvov) and
traveled their each week to discuss intricate Talmudic passages with the Penei
Yehoshua – the Face of Joshua, Rabbi Jacob
Joshua.”
[862]
Text
9-17: Maggid of Mezzirich on how to deal with troubling
thoughts
He asked what am I to do with troubling thoughts that enter my mind
during the day. I know they are impure but I cannot do anything about them and
they interfere with my prayer. The Maggid said he did not have time to answer,
but he sent him to Reb Wolf who owned and inn in a nearby town, who he said
would surely know the answer. The man left and came to the inn of Reb Wolf at
night. He knocked on the door at night, Reb Wolf saw him through the window but
refused to answer. Consequently, as this was the only inn, the person went to
sleep in the fields. Next day he returned and managed to rent a room in the inn
and engage Reb Wolf in some conversation. No matter what he tried, Reb Wolf
ignored him. Finally, when he was ready to leave, he offered to pay and after
paying said that he had a few questions. At this point Reb Wolf said all his
questions ‘had already been answered.’
“When you came to the inn the first night, I did not let you in
though I saw you wanted to talk. Each day I ignored you. Finally, you gave up
and decided to pay. You see you are the Baala Boose of your own
mind.[863] You do not have to let
an idea enter your house, i.e. your mind. If the idea wishes to have
conversation, you can ignore it.”There are seven forms of the
verb for Amen:
Table
9-2: Seven Forms of the Verb Amen
|
Binyan or Building
|
Meaning
|
Past tense Imperative
|
|
Kal – simple form
|
To bring up, to foster
|
Aman Emon
|
|
Nif’al – passive form of Kal applied to oneself
|
To be true, to be faithful
|
Ne’eh’man Heh’ah’mayn
|
|
Pi’el – intense form of Kal
|
To train, to educate
|
Ee’mayn Ah’mayn
|
|
Pu’al – Passive from another
|
To be educated, to be skilled
|
Oo’mahn Oo’mohn
|
|
Hif’il – causative form of Nif’al
|
To believe, to entrust
|
Heh’Eh’Meen Hah’Ah’Meeh
|
|
Huf’al – passive of Hif’al from another’s point of
view
|
To be believed
|
Hah’Ah’Mahn Hah’Ah’Mayn
|
|
Hitpa’el – Reflexive upon oneself
|
To train oneself, to practice
|
Heet’Ah’Mayn Heet’Ah’Mayn
|
9.5.2 One Hundred Blessings a Day
The Sha’are Orah teaches the importance of reciting one hundred
blessings a day. David instituted this practice when he noticed a higher degree
of illness in the people. The Sha’are Orah brings down that there were a
hundred receptacles for the poles supporting the tabernacle. These receptacles
are associated with Malchuts, the receptacle for G-d’s energy entering our
world. Reciting blessings helps to disperse this bounty to the rest of the
world. Koof – ק has
the value 100 and is the result of the progression of G-d’s energy from 1
– Aleph – א to 10
– Yod – י to 100
– Koof – ק. The
next step over is 2 – bet –
ב, 20 – caph –
כ, and 200 – resh
– ר. Rearranging the
letters and putting the columns together spells one hundred bracha or blessings.
Text
9-18: One Hundred Blessings a Day
א י
ק + ב כ ר = א ק
בריך
Now, proceeding upwards from the Koof to the Aleph, the
ק represents Israel as they
tithe to the Levites represented by
י. Unless the Levites
receive the proper tithe of 10 from the 100 they are unable to tithe the 1
– א to the Kohanim.
The א represents the level of
the Neshamah, which requires one hundred blessings a day to trigger the ten,
which trigger the single quanta of energy uniting our soul with
Hashem.
9.5.3 Nature
The word, hateva, meaning “the nature” has gematria 86 that is
the same as Elohim. Elohim sustains the physical forces of nature. Reducing
it to the “mispar Katan” the small number, i.e. single digit we get
8+6=14 and 1+4=5. According to the Tikkuney Zohar, the single digit number
relates the word to the lowest world, Olam HaAsiyah, the World of
Action.
[864]
A number in the tens relates to Olam Yetzirah, the World of Formation. A
number in the hundreds relates to Olam Beriyah, the World of Creation.
The number 14 represents
movement and challenge. Nature is always in motion and challenging us. The
number 5 represents structure as in the hierophant card of the Tarot. There
are 5 letters in the Hebrew name Elohim –
אלהים.
There are five books of Moses. This is a structure with a religious order.
Nature is the Kingdom of G-d in this world.
9.5.4 Thought
The gematria of thought –
מחשבה
is 355. This is also the gematria of sefira –
ספירה.
[865]
This teaches that the sefirot are aspects of thought. Immersing in Torah study
attaches the subconscious to the sefira. The sefirot actualize the Torah onto
ones midos or upon ones character. When an opportunity arises, one will choose
good and not sin. To be with happiness –
בשמחה,
355, is another prerequisite to attach to the thought of G-d and internalize the
words of Torah.
[866] The small
number here is 13, which is ‘love’ and
‘unity’.
[867]
‘Thought’, ‘sefirah’, and ‘happiness’ are
higher manifestations of ‘love’ and ‘unity’.
9.6 Numerology
[TABLES]
After studying Gematria for a few years, I ran across “Linda
Goodman’s Star Signs” which describes an English version of Gematria
that is based on the Hebrew phonetic sounds. Include program in appendix for
doing this calculation.
9.6.1 Alphabet
Table
9-3: Development of the Alphabet and Numerical
Values
|
Roman Letter Values for English Numerology
|
Hebrew Letter Values for Gematria
|
Greek Letters
|
|
A – 1
|
Aleph –
א – 1
|
Alpha − Α − α
|
|
B – 2
|
Bet –
ב – 2
|
Beta − Β − β
|
|
C – 3
|
Gimmel –
ג – 3
|
Gamma − Γ − γ
|
|
D – 4
|
Dalet –
ד – 4
|
Delta − Δ − δ
|
|
E – 5
|
Heh –
ה – 5
|
Epsilon − Ε − ε
|
|
F – 8
|
Feh –
פ – 80
|
Digamma − Φ − φ
|
|
G – 3
|
Gimmel –
ג – 3
|
Gamma − Γ − γ
|
|
H – 5
|
Heh –
ה – 5
|
Eta − Η − η
|
|
I – 1
|
Yod –
י – 10
|
Iota − Ι − ι
|
|
J – 1
|
Yod –
י – 10
|
Iota − Ι − ι
|
|
K – 2
|
Kaph –
כ – 20
|
Kappa − Κ − κ
|
|
L – 3
|
Lamed –
ל – 30
|
Lambda − Λ − λ
|
|
M – 4
|
Mem –
מ – 40
|
Mu − Μ − μ
|
|
N – 5
|
Nun –
נ – 50
|
Nu − Ν − ν
|
|
O – 7
|
Ayin –
ע – 70
|
O − Ο − ο
|
|
P – 8
|
Peh –
פ – 80
|
Pi − Π − π
|
|
Q – 1
|
Koof –
ק – 100
|
Qopp − Θ − θ
|
|
R – 2
|
Resh –
ר – 200
|
Rho − Ρ − ρ
|
|
S – 3
|
Shin –
ש – 300
|
Sigma − − σ
|
|
T – 4
|
Tav –
ת – 400
|
Tau − Τ − τ
|
|
U – 6
|
Vav –
ו – 6
|
Upsilon − Υ − υ
|
|
V – 6
|
Vav –
ו – 6
|
Vau − ς − ϖ
|
|
W – 6
|
Vav –
ו – 6
|
Upsilon − Υ − υ
|
|
X – 5
|
Heh –
ה – 5
|
Xi − Ξ − ξ
|
|
Y – 1
|
Yod –
י – 10
|
Psi − Ψ − ψ
|
|
Z – 7
|
Zayin –
ז – 7
|
Zeta − Ζ − ζ
|
Taking for example, “The Kabbalah Manual” gives
us:
‘The’ = 14=5 ‘Kabbalah’ =
17=8 ‘Manual’ = 20=2 resulting in 15.
The major key
number is 15 with minor key 6.
If one of the word numbers summed to 11 or
22 we would not reduce it, for
example:
‘Jeff’=22 ‘Spiegel’ = 28 = 10 = 1 resulting
in 23.
The major key number is 23 with minor key 5.
The number 22 is
an architect number and is not
reduced.
[868] This stems from the
fact that there are 22 letters in the Hebrew alphabet by which God created the
world. Similarly 11 is the sum of the Hebrew letters Yod and Aleph that carry
the qualities of creation from the word, ‘I will be’ or Eheyeh
–
אהיה.
Hence this number is not reduced. If the sum of the numbers of a complete name,
do not give a compound number, one adds the compound numbers of the individual
names to get a compound number
result.
[869]Hebrew letters
that are not in the English language are listed in the following table. Except
for the het, which maintains a strong presence in English spelling, the other
four letters have a diminished influence in English speaking countries.
Table
9-4: Missing Hebrew Letters in English
|
English Letter
|
Hebrew Letter Source
|
Tarot Symbol
|
|
ght – 8
|
Het –
ח – 8
|
Chariot
|
|
? – 9
|
Tet –
ט – 9
|
Hermit
|
|
? – 60
|
Samech –
ס – 60
|
Devil
|
|
? – 70
|
Ayin –
ע – 70
|
Tower
|
|
? – 90
|
Tzadik –
צ – 90
|
Moon
|
Letters with a similar pronunciation have related meanings and may replace
each other in a word. The Sefer Yetzirah divides them into five
groups:
Table
9-5: Hebrew Letter Groups by Pronunciation
|
Group
|
Source
|
Letters
|
Formation
|
|
Guttural
|
throat
|
א ח
ה ע
|
Formed in the throat and back of the mouth with the pharynx.
|
|
Labial
|
lips
|
ב ו
מ פ
|
Formed by closing the lips
|
|
Palatal
|
palate
|
ג כ
ק
|
Formed by contact between the palate and the back third of the
tongue
|
|
Lingual
|
tongue
|
ד ט
ל נ ת
|
Formed by tip of tongue against front of palate behind teeth
|
|
Sibilants
|
teeth
|
ו ס
ש ר צ
|
produced by expelling air between the teeth with the tongue held
flat
|
For example, the words for happiness –
סמחand growth
– צמח are
related in this manner.
9.6.2 Single Numbers
These are the associations of the principle
numbers:
[870]
Table
9-6: Principle Associations of the Numbers
|
#
|
Planetary Ruler, Sign Ruled and Trait
|
Vibration
|
Colors
|
Gems
|
Health
|
Treatments
|
Warnings
|
Foods
|
|
1
|
Sun Leo Initiate
|
Take charge, inventive, ego, protect the weak
|
Sunny gold, yellow, royal purple
|
Topaz, amber
|
Heart problems, lower back pain
|
Magnesium
|
|
|
|
2
|
Moon Cancer Sensitive
|
Imagina-tion, romance, love
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
3
|
Jupiter Sagittarius Expand
|
Fruition, optimism, expansion
|
Autumn colors: yellow, burnt orange, rust; turquoise, sky blue.
|
Turquoise
|
Overstrain of nervous system by overwork, lack of sleep; sciatica,
neuritis, skin troubles, hip vulnerability.
|
Serenity. Avoid negative emotions, depression, stress, and overwork in
these months:
|
Caution in December, February, June, and September.
|
|
|
4
|
Uranus Aquarius Base
|
Inventive-ness, individual-ity, genius, tolerance
|
Electric blue, cobalt blue, silver-gray, ocean green
|
Sapphire, quartz, azurite, malachite
|
Mental disorders, melancholy, anemia, poor circulation, pains in the head
and back
|
Electrical treatments, hypnosis, mental suggestion, massage,
whirlpools
|
Avoid all kinds of drugs, avoid highly seasoned foods, avoid red
meat
|
Eat spinach Principle herbs -sage
|
|
5
|
Mercury Gemini Virgo Move
|
|
Pearl gray, light green, silver
|
Aquamarine, Platinum, Silver
|
Nervous, insomnia. Phantom pains in shoulders, arms, and hands.
|
Practice grace under pressure. Patience, sleep, rest, quiet
surroundings.
|
|
Carrots, parsnips, sea kale, oatmeal, parsley
|
|
6
|
Venus Taurus Love
|
|
Pastels, pink, blue, brown green
|
Opals, copper
|
Infections in the throat, nose, upper lungs
|
Visits to the country. Live in the country.
|
|
|
|
7
|
Neptune Pisces Spirit
|
|
sea green light yellow aqua pink white
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
8
|
Saturn Capricorn Material
|
|
Black
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
9
|
Mars Aries Conflict
|
|
|
Diamond
|
|
|
|
|
9.6.2.1 Number 1
One denotes initiative.
One is for G-d above.
‘One’ people take charge, are inventive, do not like
criticism, and may have a long way to go.
9.6.2.2 Number 2
Two denotes help.
Two are the Luhot, the Two Tablets that G-d
provided us with His words. They are meant to be a help to live with G-d and
each other.
9.6.2.3 Number 3
Three denotes giving.
9.6.2.4 Number 4
Four denotes our home.
At the time of the destruction of the Temple,
the people did not have the four arms, only the arm of halacha. They would
learn at home and pray in the Temple. They did not learn in a house of a study,
with others.
[871]
|
Four concepts
|
Reference to:
|
Reference to:
|
|
L’lmod – to learn
|
Mikra – scripture
|
Pshat – simple interpretation
|
|
Lamed – to teach
|
Mishnah – six commentaries
|
Remez – allusion
|
|
Lishma – to guard over the things we shouldn’t do
|
Talmud – the finishing, Gemara.
|
Drash – expounding
|
|
Laasot – to do the things we’re supposed to do
|
Halacha – the law.
|
Sod – secret
|
The number four represents work. Reb. Chiya ben Avi said in the name
of Hulla, “Greater is the person who has delight in living off of his own
work than one who has fear of
heaven.”
[872] For a person
with the fear of heaven, the passuk says, “happy is the man who fears
G-d”, “Ashrei ish y’rat Hashem.” Further, for the one
who lives by his own work the psalm says, “the person who eats by his own
toil, he will be happy and his life good.” This means happy for him in
this world and good for him in the world to come.
9.6.2.5 Number 5
Five denotes activities and thought. This teaches that the Five Books of
Moses are for our action and thought.
9.6.2.6 Number
6
Six denotes love, beauty, and grace. While three denotes giving on the
essential basis, six denotes an extra measure on the basis of love.
9.6.2.7 Number 7
Seven denotes spirituality, sharing, a promise (shevua), an appreciation of
the beauty of the world that Hashem provided through the number six.
9.6.2.8 Number 8
Eight is material substance and immortality—a pair that often seem
paradoxical. Nevertheless, eight teaches that proper use of wealth leads us to
immortality as we cultivate the spirit that Hashem provided with the number
seven.
The word Echad referring to one G-d, “Ain Od melvado”
– “There is none beside Him”. This teaches that the Alpeh
overrules the harmful influence of the Het that is 8 and the Dalet that is 4
when they are found together.
9.6.2.9 Number 9
Nine denotes rebirth. In nine months a person is made. In nine months we
can remake ourselves with the tools of eight, the spirit of seven, the beauty of
six, the thoughts and action of five, the foundation of four, the giving of
three, the help of two, the initiative of one.
The indestructible 9 is
the energy of change in the universe. The number represents tension which
initiates change as in the 90 degree squares or 180 (1+8+0=9) degree oppositions
of astrology.
[873] Focusing on
the number 9 brings action to the will of G-d. Essentially the energy of 9
is the magic that transforms thought and will into action and deed.
Text
9-19: Abulafia and the Nine-letter circle
Abulafia incorporated the idea of the nine-letter number into a circle
with the seventy-two letter Name. ...The nine letters within a circle reappear
in Abulafia’s Sefer ha-Haftarah, where they appear within the circle of
the letters of the forty-two letter Name, while preserving the number nine. ...
The use of the concentric circles in order to combine the letters of various
Divine Names likewise appears in other works of Abulafia, such as Imre Sefer and
Gan
Na’ul.[874]Meditating
on the Seventy-two Letter Name in circles of nine brings forth redemptive
energy. The circle itself adds a tenth component symbolizing the sefirot or the
Tzelem of G-d. Meditating on the Forty-two Letter Name in circles of nine
brings forth creative energy as in the creation of the world.
9.6.3 Compound
Numbers
These parallel the 32 paths of wisdom from 10 to 32.
Table
9-8: Compound Numbers
|
Number
|
Description
|
Hebrew Meaning
|
Tarot Hebrew Letter
|
Tarot Interpretation
|
|
10
|
The Wheel of Fortune
|
|
yod –
y –
10 action
|
|
|
11
|
A Lion Muzzled – A Clenched Fist
|
The Yod and Aleph represent a creative master number
here.
|
kaph –
k –
20 life
|
Reconciliation from two distinct forces is key to success
here. Uniting the forces in a common goal will un muzzle the lion. The
conflicting forces may be in oneself that one must
reconcile.[875]
|
|
12
|
The Sacrifice – The Victim
|
|
lamed –
l –
30 coition
|
|
|
13
|
Regeneration – Change
|
13 is not an unlucky number, as many people believe. The
ancients claimed that “he who understands how to use the number 13 will be
given power and dominion.” The symbol of 13 is a skeleton or death, with
a scythe, reaping down men in a field of new-grown grass, where young faces and
heads appear to be thrusting through the ground and emerging on all sides. 13
is a number of upheaval, so that new ground may be broken. It’s
associated with power, which, if used for selfish purpose, will bring
destruction upon itself. There is a warning of the unknown and the unexpected.
Adapting to change gracefully will bring out the strength of the 13 vibration,
and decrease any potential for negative. 13 is associated with genius –
also with explorers, breaking the orthodox and new discoveries of all
kinds.
|
mem –
m –
40 water
|
Death tarot card. Death is change and the regeneration of
life.
|
|
14
|
Movement ... Challenge
|
Magnetic communication with the public through writing,
publishing, and all media-related matters is associated with the 14. Periodic
changes in business and partnerships of all kinds are usually beneficial.
Dealing with speculative matters brings luck; likewise, movement and travel
associated with combinations of people and nations can be fortunate. However,
both gains and losses are sometimes temporary, due to the strong currents of
change, which are ever-present. 14 warns of danger from accidents related to
natural elements (This is not absolute, merely a warning to be cautious) There
is risk involved in depending on the word of those who misrepresent a situation.
It’s a mistake to rely on others. rely on the intuition, the self, the
voice within. The “luck” of 14 includes speculative
projects.
|
nun –
n –
50 smell
|
Temperance tarot card. Movement, change in life while
bringing more failures brings more successes in life. Movement brings
temperance and balanced perspective.
|
|
15
|
The Magician
|
Yah –
hy, the
Creator’s name, “With Yah, G-d created the world.” Songs of
praise, Shir Amalot, there are 15. Yishtabach contains 15 praises of Hashem.
“15 was used to reflect the highest degree attainable in the praise of
G-d.”[876]
|
samech –
s –
60 sleep
|
The devil on the tarot card symbolizes addiction, but also
magic. On the positive side there is enchantment, luck, good speech, magnetic
charisma.
|
|
16
|
The Shattered Citadel
|
The Yod Vav letters from the name of G-d reveal the
spiritual significance of the number. The reduced number being 7 carries the
same vibrations. The compound number is a warning sign as these are the male
letters of the name of G-d unbalanced. The seven reduces judgmental and
prejudice qualities and gives a quiet magnetism and influence over others. The
Hebrew word for fall has the
magnified value of 160. Temperance with G-d’s help gives
safety.
|
ayin –
u –
70 anger
|
Tower tarot card. Caution and heeding the message of G-d
are keys to protection. Avoiding high positions and cliff edges minimize the
danger of falling. Being acute to the messages of dreams helps as
well.[877] Advanced planning with
careful detail circumvents the risk. Finding happiness without fame is
key.
|
|
17
|
The Star of the Magi
|
|
peh –
p –
80
|
Immortality. Star tarot card.
|
|
18
|
Spiritual-Material Conflict
|
18 instances of the tetragrammaton compose 72 letters
symbolizing the 72 Letter Name. This occurs in Psalm 29, the Shema, the Song
of Moses, and the Amidah by
intention.[878]
|
tzadik –
x –
90 taste
|
Moon tarot card. Materialism striving to destroy the
spiritual side. Bitter quarrels. Generosity, love and forgiveness are the
solution to this influence.
|
|
19
|
The Prince of Heaven
|
|
koof –
q –
100 laughter
|
Sun tarot card, victory over temporary failures and
disappointment. Happiness and fulfillment, success.
|
|
20
|
The Awakening
|
|
resh –
r –
200 peace
|
Judgment tarot card, at some point there will be an
Awakening for the person and a new clear path will be pursued.
|
|
21
|
The Crown of the Magi
|
|
shin –
c –
300 fire
|
The Universe or World tarot card. The Crown of the Magi is
the intelligence of fire. Success, advancement, elevation of a
career.
|
|
22
|
Submission – and Caution
|
The master architect who builds with the 22 letters in the
Hebrew alphabet.
|
tav –
t –
400 grace
|
A Blind man, good, but fooled by others.
|
|
23
|
The Royal Star of the Lion
|
|
|
Success, protection from those in high places. Grace, no
other number can stand in its way.
|
|
24
|
Love – Money – Creativity
|
|
|
Another fortunate number of karmic reward. Association and
assistance from people of high rank, financial success, gain through romance and
magnetism. Warning from self-indulgence and arrogance.
|
|
25
|
Discrimination and Analysis
|
|
|
|
|
26
|
Partnerships
|
|
|
Compassion, unselfishness, ability to help others not always
oneself.
|
|
27
|
The Scepter
|
This is Kaph Zayin. Life and a Sword equal a Scepter.
|
|
“Excellent, harmonious, and fortunate number with a
touch of enchantment.”[879]
Promise of authority and command, rewards from labor, intellect, imagination,
creative faculties. Karmic reward from previous incarnations.
|
|
28
|
The Trusting Lamb
|
|
|
|
|
29
|
Grace Under Pressure
|
|
|
|
|
30
|
The Loner – Meditation
|
|
|
|
|
31
|
The Recluse – the Hermit
|
|
|
|
|
32
|
Communication
|
|
|
|
The number 16 has a terminal association. The Hebrew source
meaning of the number is from the verb,
‘fall’ – nofel
–
נפל
with gematria:
lamed + peh + nun = 30 + 80 + 50 = 160 => which can be
reduced to 16 with the law of
zeros.
[880]In Genesis
6:1-4, the word refers to a people born of the result of the marriages of the
Sons of G-d and the Sons of Men:
Text
9-20: Sons of God took Daughters of Men
And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the
earth, and daughters were born unto them, that the sons of G-d saw the daughters
of men that they were fair; and they took them wives, whomsoever they chose.
And the Lord said: ‘My spirit shall not abide in man for ever, for that he
also is flesh; therefore shall his days be a hundred and twenty years.’
The Nephilim –
נפלים
were in the earth in those days, and also after that, when the sons of G-d came
into the daughters of men, and they bore children to them; the same were the
mighty men that were of old, the men of renown.
The Nephilim no
longer live and many great kingdoms no longer exist. The numerological
influence of sixteen refers to the shattered citadel that was once great but now
the king and queen have fallen to their doom.
Who were the Nephilim?
Who are the sons of G-d and sons of men? The sons of G-d are the descendants of
Adam who bear the divine soul. The sons of men are people who were around at
the time, the result of evolution. The sons of G-d being tempted by their
bodies saw the beauty of the daughters of men and took them to be wives. Their
sons became heroes pursuing greatness, but trait for trait like their
father’s lust, away from the spirit of Hashem.
There may be an
allusion to Adam Kadmon, primordial man in Daniel 7:13 who contained all the
souls of man. In this sense the Sons of God who took daughters of men are the
souls of humanity who took wives from humans who existed from evolution but were
not from Adam and Eve and did not possess a divine soul.
9.6.4 Higher Compound Numbers
Table
9-9: Higher Compound Numbers
|
Number
|
Meaning
|
|
33
|
magnified 24
|
|
34
|
same as 25
|
|
35, 44
|
same as 26
|
|
36
|
same as 27
|
|
37
|
Sensitive nature, good and fortunate friendships, public magnetism,
productive partnerships. Emphasis on love and romance and need for harmony,
happiness and success from partnerships.
|
9.7 Star
Wisdom [FIGURES]
9.7.1 Recording Star
Patterns in a Journal
Kaplan’s commentary on Sefer Yetzirah states the way to understand
the meaning of the night sky is to see your own star
patterns.
[881]
This is similar to seeing shapes in cloud patterns; but one’s own
imagination will reveal the inner meaning of the constellation. There is
reference to using Ptolemy’s
Almagest
[882] for diagrams of the
stars and constellations, but better yet, is to go under the heavens oneself and
examine the stars often.
[883]
Table
9-10: Constellation Imagination
|
Constellation
|
Seeing
|
|
|
Small ram horns indicate initiative with limited power. A beautiful horse
heading downwards indicates pleasant journeys to uncommon places.
|
|
|
Short reaching but greatest power is on the left, with long reaching mighty
power on the right. These are the horns of Taurus, the strongest of the
constellations. Taurus is an ant with a small body and short legs, but with
large pincers on his head for carrying large loads. From the ant we learn the
mastery of work.
|
|
|
Similar to the Taurus with the short power of the two brightest stars
establishing the left pillar and the longer ranging power of smaller stars
building the right pillar. Between the pillars of Gemini are two paths, one
reaching the highest thoughts, the other strong in creative desire. The Gemini
is a house, stable on the outside, but with an unbalanced quest
within.
|
|
|
Cancer is the butterfly, beautiful and delicate in emotion, but glorious in
being. Those who cherish them discover the Garden of Eden. The Cancer is close
to the Pollux star, her precious Gem(ini) and her heart flitters above the
flower of a hydra’s head.
|
|
|
The creative curve of Leo is also a unicorn, proud of its horn, though it
be faint, seeking a playful life. Leo’s truest beauty shines first in its
chest, by heart or breast, and second in its tail showing its flare.
|
|
|
The constellation of Virgo is firmly grounded in Spica, the magnitude 1
star and source of her power. The Virgo will not stray far from her grounded
ways, though she reaches far and wide in her life. She is a beautiful and
dependable person, comfortable and enabling activities.
|
|
|
Like the Little Dipper, a tail ending in a box. The Libra’s mind is
expansive at first with ideas, but traps itself in a box of decision making.
Libra is a strong sign that fills the world with beauty and discipline, but who
can help her in her need, when she tosses aside those who love her? The
Watcher, G-d, will guard her.
|
|
|
The head of Scorpio seeks for knowledge and plums the depths of earth or
the heights of heaven. Its body is long like a snake that carries its head
where it desires. The Scorpion head is beautiful, kind, and considerate. We
must care for the Scorpion for s/he does not know her/his own loneliness,
thinking that her/his exoskeleton will protect her/him forever. In truth, s/he
will shed this skeleton in each growth cycle, vulnerable again to
hurt.
|
|
|
Sagittarius is an exploring crab, slowly seeking out and discovering the
world around. The Sagittarius is careful and methodical.
|
|
|
The precise dancer of life seeks the perfection of the body in motion and
pleasure. Capricorn is a lady in a gown speeding off towards her love with her
gown sweeping back behind her.
|
|
|
Aquarius is a gardener with her arms and legs on the earth planting and
tending the world. G-d created the world for Aquarius and Aquarius for the
world. How He loves her she might not know, as she loves the world.
|
|
|
Pisces is a sharp point pursuing his interests in life. He stays close to
the ground, while his mind soars the heavens. Like an Ibex on the dessert
hills of Ein Gedi, each Pisces has a spring, a source of life.
|
July 10, 1996Last night I noticed Draco
serpenting its way up and around Ursala Minor and then up into its head. The
North star is at the tail of Ursala Minor which is 69 to Ursala Major. All
constellations hang off of Draco like a Tallis in
Hebrew.
[884] In the sky Draco
swirls closely around the North star and its size and position give it the
appearance that all other constellations descend from it.
Figure
9-1: The Dragon, Big and Little Dipper
Sefer Yetzirah refers to the seven planets and twelve signs as set in
the
Teli.
[885]
The Teli may have originally meant a ball with a line attached to it for
capturing animals and Draco is precisely in this shape. There is also the
connotation of items hanging from the Teli from the word Tallis mentioned above.
Other authorities identify the Teli with the Pole Serpent or Leviathan. Overall
the Teli is the Dragon of the Universe from which the guiding constellations
descend.
[886]Corona
Borealis – The Northern Crown – August 5, 1996The crown
can be found by first locating Arcturus and then looking higher up in the sky.
The crown reminds me of the sefira Keter whose Hebrew name means crown.. There
is a dual star system in this constellation that flares up once every 80 years
for a single night!
Figure
9-2: The Northern Crown
The Southern Cross
The stars below the equator are
also amazing to see. Perhaps most amazing of all is Procyon in Canis Minor
below and between Gemini and Cancer. The star is 0.4 magnitude and filled with
the colors cool blue, sparkling Red, and white (kind of like the US Flag). If
you are at the equator (Singapore) and look up to the right you will see Canopus
(white), and above to the right Achernar, and then Fomalhaut. Below and
between the last two is the Southern Cross with its leader Al
Nair.
At 5:30 AM, August 27th, 1998, I see Procyon, Serius and
Adhara, and Canopus, Achernar, and Fomalhaut rising to the right. They are
G-d’s lights in the Southern sky. They are beautiful. I learned in
Singapore that G-d created all people with a special love and each is precious
and has distinct importance.
Meditation
9-2: Dreaming Regression and Adam and
Eve
August 27th, 1998 – 8:00 AM.
I dreamed of tracing my identity and another back through ancestors. I
saw in myself different objects and in the other person objects that did not
match. Finally, I saw an apple in me and then in her the same apple and I was
as Adam and she as Eve. The apple turned into a tree with many fruits and the
tree was growing as a fruitful vine extending into the reaches. I heard my
father call my name, Jeff, with his youthful voice. Then I awoke refreshed and
happy. I looked outside and the sun was shining. “When you can see the
sunrise in Singapore you have found a prize” – Tao
Cheng.
Meditation
9-3: Viewing Constellations in the Night
Sky
May 30th, 2001
Saw the pattern of the spade pointing towards the north in the night
sky. The spade is the sword suit in Tarot or wind in astrology and is ominous.
The north represents wealth. Forming constellations by gazing at the night sky
is a form of divination.
9.7.2 Star Meditation
Kaplan’s Jewish Meditation, P.67 describes:
Text
9-21: Kaplan on Meditating on the Stars
One type of meditation mentioned in the Zohar (1:1b, 2:231b) involves
contemplating the stars. The Zohar provides a biblical source for this type of
meditation, from the verse, “Lift your eyes on high, and see who created
these, the One who brings out their host by number, He calls them all by name .
. .” (Is. 40:26).
Have you seen the stars in the night, they eliminate
headaches with their twinkling
light.[887]
Looking at the stars at night is a healing activity. They remind us of the
grandeur of the heavens and lift us beyond the daily stress of
life.
[888] For a life of
contentment and simplicity, one should choose to live in a place where the stars
shine bright. Looking at the stars bestows wisdom on the gazer. Learning the
movements of the stars bestows understanding. Both together bring
knowledge.
9.7.3 Astrology
From Abraham Avinu, we learned to gaze at the stars and learn their
meaning.
[889] Hence the Sefer
Yetzirah, the Book of Creation, traces its origin to Abraham.
The twelve
Hebrew Lunar months associate with astrological signs, but do not necessarily
coincide with them. In kabbalah a person’s astrological sign is according
to their Hebrew month birth date, not the position of the Sun. In my case I was
born March 6
th, 1962 at 8:35 PM in Brooklyn, NY. On the Hebrew
calendar, this is the date Adar II 1, 5722 under the sign of Pisces and the
forth day of the week.
[890]
The Talmud shows that while our sages were aware of astrology, they also
knew that good deeds subjugate negative influences. By default a person may
live under the influence of the stars, but with might and courage he may rule
his stars.
[891] Star positions
that have conjunctions are magnified and have strong influence. Also the
planetary ruler of the ascendant sign is significant in regard to the statements
below.
[892]
Text
9-22: Tractate Shabbat on the Birthday of the
Week
It was recorded in R. Joshua b. Levi's notebook: He who [is born] on
the first day of the week [Sunday] shall be a man without one [thing] in him
— What does ‘without one [thing] in him’ mean? Shall we say,
without one virtue? Surely R. Ashi said: I was born on the first day of the
week! Hence it must surely mean, one vice. But Surely R. Ashi said: I and Dimi
b. Kakuzta were born on the first day of the week: I am a king and he is the
captain of thieves! — Rather it means either completely virtuous or
completely wicked. [What is the reason? Because light and darkness were created
on that day.] He who is born on the second day of the week will be bad-tempered
— What is the reason? Because the waters were divided thereon. He who is
born on the third day of the week will be wealthy and unchaste. What is the
reason? Because herbs were created thereon. He who is born on the fourth day of
the week will be wise and of a retentive memory. What is the reason? Because the
luminaries were suspended [thereon] — He who is born on the fifth day of
the week will practice benevolence. What is the reason? Because the fishes and
birds were created thereon. He who is born on the eve of the Sabbath will be a
seeker. R. Nahman b. Isaac commented: A seeker after good deeds. He who is born
on the Sabbath will die on the Sabbath, because the great day of the Sabbath was
desecrated on his account. Raba son of R. Shila observed: And he shall be called
a great and holy man.
R. Hanina said to then, [his disciples]: Go out and tell the son of
Levi, Not the constellation of the day but that of the hour is the determining
influence. He who is born under the exalted influence of the Sun will be a
distinguished man: he will eat and drink of his own and his secrets will lie
uncovered; if a thief, he will have no success. He who is born under Venus will
be wealthy and unchaste [immoral]. What is the reason? Because fire was created
therein. He who is born under Mercury will be of a retentive memory and wise.
What is the reason? Because it [Mercury] is the sun's scribe. He who is born
under the Moon will be a man to suffer evil, building and demolishing,
demolishing and building, eating and drinking that which is not his and his
secrets will remain hidden: if a thief, he will be successful. He who is born
under Saturn will be a man whose plans will be frustrated. Others say: All
[nefarious] designs against him will be frustrated. He who is born under Zedek
[Jupiter] will be a right-doing man [zadkan] R. Nahman b. Isaac observed:
Right-doing in good deeds. ‘He who is born under Mars will be a shedder of
blood. R. Ashi observed: Either a surgeon, a thief, a slaughterer, or a
circumciser. Rabbah said: I was born under Mars. Abaye retorted: You too
inflict punishment and kill.
It was stated. R. Hanina said: The planetary influence gives wisdom,
the planetary influence gives wealth, and Israel stands under planetary
influence. R. Johanan maintained: Israel is immune from planetary influence.
Now, R. Johanan is consistent with his view, for R. Johanan said: How do we know
that Israel is immune from planetary influence? Because it is said, Thus saith
the Lord, Learn not the way of the nations, and be not dismayed at the signs of
heaven, for the nations are dismayed at them: they are dismayed but not Israel.
Rab too holds that Israel is immune from planetary influence. For Rab Judah said
in Rab's name: How do we know that Israel is immune from planetary influence?
Because it is said, and he brought him forth from abroad. Abraham pleaded before
the Holy One, blessed be He, ‘Sovereign of the Universe! one born in mine
house is mine heir.’ ‘Not so,’ He replied, ‘but he that
shall come forth out of thine own bowels.’ ‘Sovereign of the
Universe!’ cried he, ‘I have looked at my constellation and find
that I am not fated to beget child.’ ‘Go forth from [i.e., cease]
thy planet [gazing], for Israel is free from planetary influence. What is thy
calculation?
Because Zedek [Jupiter]1 stands in the West? I will turn it back and
place it in the East.’ And thus it is written, Who hath raised up Zedek
from the east? He hath summoned it for his sake.
From Samuel too [we learn that] Israel is immune from planetary
influence. For Samuel and Ablat were sitting, while certain people were going to
a lake. Said Ablat to Samuel: ‘That man is going but will not return,
[for] a snake will bite him and he will die.’ ‘If he is an
Israelite,’ replied Samuel. ‘he will go and return.’ While
they were sitting he went and returned. [Thereupon] Ablat arose and threw off
his [the man's] knapsack, [and] found a snake therein cut up and lying in two
pieces — Said Samuel to him, ‘What did you do?’ ‘Every
day we pooled our bread and ate it; but to-day one of us had no bread, and he
was ashamed. Said I to them, "I will go and collect [the bread]". When I came to
him, I pretended to take [bread] from him, so that he should not be
ashamed.’ ‘You have done a good deed,’ said he to him. Then
Samuel went out and lectured: But charity delivereth from death; and [this does
not mean] from an unnatural death, but from death itself.
From R. Akiba too [we learn that] Israel is free from planetary
influence. For R. Akiba had a daughter. Now, astrologers told him, On the day
she enters the bridal chamber a snake will bite her and she will die. He was
very worried about this. On that day [of her marriage] she took a brooch [and]
stuck it into the wall and by chance it penetrated [sank] into the eye of a
serpent. The following morning, when she took it out, the snake came trailing
after it. ‘What did you do?’ her father asked her. ‘A poor man
came to our door in the evening.’ she replied, ‘and everybody was
busy at the banquet, and there was none to attend to him. So I took the portion
which was given to me and gave it to him. ‘You have done a good
deed,’ said he to her. Thereupon R. Akiba went out and lectured:
‘But charity delivereth from death’: and not [merely] from an
unnatural death, but from death itself.
From R. Nahman b. Isaac too [we learn that] Israel is free from
planetary influence. For R. Nahman b. Isaac's mother was told by astrologers,
Your son will be a thief. [So] she did not let him [be] bareheaded, saying to
him, ‘Cover your head so that the fear of heaven may be upon you, and pray
[for mercy]’. Now, he did not know why she spoke that to him. One day he
was sitting and studying under a palm tree; temptation overcame him, he climbed
up and bit off a cluster [of dates] with his teeth.The Pesikta
Rabbah explains the order and reason for the creation of the
constellations:
[893]
Text
9-23: Pesikta Rabbah on the Creation of the
Constellations
Why did the Blessed Creator create the universe during the month of
Nissan (whose sign is Aries)? Because when G-d decided to create the universe,
He told the Master of Darkness ‘Depart from Me, for I wish to create the
universe with light,’ (the sheep of Aries is
white).[894] Whereupon the Master
of Darkness (whose sign is Taurus, the ox, who is black) asked, ‘And after
light, what will you create?’ And G-d answered, ‘Darkness’,
the sign of the month of Iyar (Taurus). ‘After darkness, what will you
create?’ ‘Twins, (Gemini) for man is destined to see through both
light and darkness, and Gemini is in the form of man.’ ‘And
afterwards, what will you create?’ ‘The sign of the Crab (Cancer),
for man, when he rises from his toil and reaps from it’ ‘will
become strengthened like a lion (Leo).’ ‘ Then I will create the
virgin (Virgo), because man will then be happy, like a virgin at her nuptials.
After that I will create Scales (Libra), for then, man’s deeds will be
measured as on scales. Afterwards I will create the Scorpion (Scorpio), for
when man’s deeds will be weighted, it will be discovered that he also
sinned, and he will have to descend to Purgatory; whereupon I will create the
Bow (Sagittarious), for man will surely plead for mercy and he will then be
sprung from punishment, like an arrow from a bow. Then I will create the Goat
(Capricorn), for when man ascends, he will dart like a mountain
goat.[895] I will then create the
Dipper (Aquarius) to pour upon him the cleansing waters. Last, I will create
fish (Pisces) to show that just as the evil eye has no effect on fish in the
water, who are hidden from sight, so too Israel rises above this mundane world
and neither star nor hour has absolute determination over
it.’So, the Pesikta ends with its dissolution stating that
Israel is free to make its own
destiny.
[896]
9.8 Divination
9.8.1 Dream Questions
Shailot Holam, asking a question through a dream is a tool for divine
inspiration. The method involved writing a question on a piece of paper,
putting it under ones pillow and in the morning inspecting the paper for a
succinct answer.
[897]
9.8.2 Dreidle
Hanukah is a holiday appropriate for reflection and divination. After the
candles are lit at night and the prayers and songs are sung, one sits and
reflects on the candles. One admires there beauty and wonders about life. One
starts spinning the dreidle.
Choose a dreidle made of
wood that is small and a table with a table cloth. Then ask a question while
the candle still burn and spin the dreidle in the light (of Shabbas candles) or
a table light.
There are five
meanings:
Table
9-11: Dreidle Spinning
|
Letter
|
Meaning
|
|
Gimel
|
yes is the answer
|
|
Heh
|
half and half
|
|
Nun
|
no
|
|
Shin
|
no and a loss
|
|
does not land on a face
|
the answer is under your own control and effort
|
Because there is a fifth possibility one must find a dreidle small
enough and of G-d’s perfection that it does not always land
upward.
9.8.3 Lots of
Jonah
This is the technique of drawing lots to determine because of whom a
situation has arisen. Practiced by the fellow shipmates of Jonah or by Joshua
in identifying the cause of a plague, the technique relies on G-d’s
providence to manifest through lots.
9.8.4 Maggid
One who fills his or her life with holiness may acquire an angelic speaker
who speaks through his or her own voice. This was the way of the circle of
Joseph Tzayach. Amongst his circle were Joseph Karo and Nathan of Gaza who were
possessed by maggidim. Also the Arizal and Chaim Vital spoke through a
maggid.
[898] The all night study
of Shavuot was often a time at which a person would acquire a maggid.
9.8.5 Page
Turning
This technique practiced by Aryeh Lev is described in “A Tzaddik in
Our Time.” Here Aryeh Lev uses the practice with a Holy Tanach to
identify the correct association of bones with the fallen soldiers in a dead
squadron.
9.8.6 Urim and Thumim
Another example of divination occurs in the Torah
when the High Priest would consult the Urim and Thumim –
תמים
for a complete lighted answer to an important
question.
[899] The King of Israel
might ask for guidance with the Urim and Thumim in matters of national interest
when meeting with the High Priest.
Text
9-24: King Saul asks for a Complete Answer
Saul then said to the Lord, the G-d of Israel,
“Bring a complete answer.”
Jonathan and Saul were
indicated by lot, and the troops were cleared.
(Samuel I
14:41-42)
“Bringing a tumim” was a way for a king to uncover a hidden
reason for G-d’s will in a situation. The root of the word, Tam –
תם means perfect,
complete, or simple. Nevertheless, the greatness of Israel is summed up with
the following:
Text
9-25: No Augury is in the House of Jacob
No harm is in sight for Jacob, no woe in view for
Israel.
The Lord their G-d is with them and their King’s acclaim
is in their midst.
G-d who freed them from Egypt is for them like the
horns of the wild ox.
Lo, there is no augury in Jacob, no divining in
Israel:
Jacob is told at once, yea Israel, what G-d has
planned.
(Numbers 23:21-23)
9.8.7 Verse of a Child’s Study
This technique involves simply asking a child what verse they are studying
in Heder, and understanding that the verse pertains to oneself in some
inadequacy that one needs to work
on.
[900]
9.8.8 Crystal
The crystal ball transforms images into new images. Let the mind flow
freely and choose forms that have meaning. One may defocus the eyes to let
alternative images come into focus. One may ask questions and scry for an
answer. What is scrying? This is similar to gazing at the stars in the night
sky and putting the points together according to the inspiration of the mind.
In scrying, one lets the mind reform the swirls of reflections in the crystal
into an image by inspiration as an answer to a question.
9.8.9 Tarot
The ability to do correct divination depends on the state of the diviner.
In this manner, one catches obstructing angels off guard, obtaining a more
accurate reading. The Tarot as well as most fortune telling is inaccurate for
predicting the future as we have free will. They are most accurate for learning
the story behind past events. They are also accurate for revealing the present.
There are 56 cards for the Minor Arcana and 22 cards for the Major
Arcana. The Minor Arcana include four suits of ten cards corresponding to the
four elements and the ten sefirot reflected in each of them. Nevertheless the
symbols on the Rider cards do not match in meaning. For the purpose of
divination it matters little as long as the user has a clear understanding of
each card. The four suits associate with the four letters of the
tetragrammaton.
[901] The Yod is
Water or Cups from Abba-Father, Hochmah consciousness. The first Heh is Fire
or Wands from Imma-Mother, Binah consciousness. The Vav is Air or Swords from
Zer Anpin, the central six sefirot. The final Heh is Earth or Pentacles from
Bat-daughter, Shechinah consciousness.
In addition, there are four court
cards in each suit: Page, Knight, Queen, and King. They reflect messengers or
personal representations in the divination. The Major Arcana include 22 cards
corresponding to the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet. The image on the card
corresponds to the meaning of the associated Hebrew letter. The numbering of
the major arcana should begin with the Magician as aleph – 1, the High
Priestess as bet – 2, the Empress as gimmel -3, the emperor as dalet
– 4. There are also overtures of numerology in the associations of the
cards with these numbers. Intrinsically the cards have no power, even their
symbols are subjective but they serve as a channel for divine communication.
Waite had the following to say on the association of the Hebrew letters
with the Tarot Cards:
[902]
Text
9-26: Waite on the Fool Tarot Card
The supposed Hebrew symbolism of the Tarot, which in justice to Papus,
is laboriously elaborated – though apart from all inspiration –
becomes disorganized if there is any doubt as to the attribution of its Trump
Cards to the Hebrew Alphabet. Now there is one card which bears no number and
is allocated therefore according to the discretion of the
interpreter.[903] It has been
placed in all cases wrongly, by the uninstructed because they had nothing but
their private judgment to guide them, and by some who claimed to know better
because they desired to mislead. It happens, however, that they also were at
sea. I may go further and say that the true nature of Tarot symbolism is
perhaps a secret in the hands of a very few persons, and outside that circle
operators and writers may combine the cards as they like and attribute them as
they like, but they will never find the right way.”The twelve
elemental Hebrew letters correspond well with twelve of the Major Arcana trumps.
The remaining ten trumps correspond better with a numerological
meaning.
[904] There has been some
attempt to associate them with the seven Hebrew double letters with
correspondence to the seven planets and three Hebrew mother letters, but the
symbolic meaning is off. Instead, English numerology has a better
fit.
Table
9-12: Hebrew Alphabet and the Tarot Major Arcana, Trumps,
Up
|
Wands Up Fire
|
Pentacles Up Earth
|
Swords Up Air
|
Cups Up Water
|
Hebrew Letter Source
|
Major Arcana Up
|
|
aleph –
א
– 1
|
Ace of Wands Keter, beginnings
|
|
|
|
aleph –
א
– 1
|
Magician The rod up is the upper yod and pointing downwards is
the lower you.
|
|
bet –
ב
– 2
|
|
|
|
|
bet –
ב
– 2
|
High PriestessThe bet is the home, the spiritual center of the
high priestess. [905] The number
two is akin to sensitivity, emotion, partnerships and the psychic.
|
|
gimmel –
ג
– 3
|
|
|
|
|
gimmel –
ג
– 3
|
Empress mother, creator, 3 suggests children, Gimmel associates
with fortune from the dreidle.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
dalet –
ד
– 4
|
Emperor
|
|
heh –
ה
– 5
|
|
Loss, destitution, shattered hopes and loss of
faith.
|
|
|
heh –
ה
– 5
|
HierophantThe upper and lower
temples. [906]
|
|
vav –
ו
– 6
|
|
|
|
|
vav –
ו
– 6
|
Lovers Vav is the channel from the Small Face of G-d to Nukvah,
the female presence of G-d.
|
|
zayin –
ז
– 7
|
|
|
|
|
zayin –
ז
– 7
|
Chariot Zayin is the seventh day of the week, a time of victory
and rest from the work week.
|
|
het –
ח
– 8
|
|
|
|
|
het –
ח
– 8
|
Strength Het is a fence that protects.
|
|
tet –
ט
– 9
|
|
|
|
|
tet –
ט
– 9
|
Hermit Tet is like the serpent removed from the rest of the world
and yet, part of G-d’s plan. The hermit is similar.
|
|
yod –
י
– 10
|
|
|
|
|
yod –
י
– 10
|
Wheel of Fortune New beginnings, auspicious time, like the yod is
a point beginning. The tip of the yod is Keter as the full yod is Hochmah.
Keter is the will or the primal thought of creation.
|
|
kaph –
כ
– 20
|
|
|
|
|
kaph –
כ
– 20
|
Justice The Kaphot are the ‘hands’ or pans on each
side of the scale of judgment.
|
|
lamed –
ל
– 30
|
|
|
|
|
lamed –
ל
– 30
|
Hanged Man Hung up on learning and cannot act.
|
|
mem –
מ
– 40
|
|
|
|
|
mem –
מ
– 40
|
Death Rebirth, water washes clean and renews life. Mikvah
experience of renewal.
|
|
nun –
נ
– 50
|
|
|
|
|
nun –
נ
– 50
|
Temperance There are 49 levels to fall before the 50th
level of ultimate destruction or 49 levels to rise before the 50th
level of ultimate salvation. The 50th day after the Counting of the
Omer is Shavuot, revelation of God achieved through complete temperance with
life.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
samech –
ס
– 60
|
Devil Magic Supports and connections. An allusion to magic but
is not magic at all but something real. Sometimes we hide behind supports,
getting too dependent on what is secure. This too is the devil and letting go
of security is the beginning of freedom.
|
|
ayin –
ע
– 70
|
|
|
|
|
ayin –
ע
– 70
|
TowerStruck by lightning and king/queen falling from it. The
Ayin Ra or evil eye is the Tower that brings others down. Another eye is the
Ma’ayan, the spring or fountain, that rises up and returns a person to a
higher place. [907]
|
|
peh –
פ
– 80
|
|
|
|
|
peh –
פ
– 80
|
Star Hope and nourishment from one place to the next. Peh is an
opening, a pitcher that pours water upon the land.
|
|
tzadik –
צ
– 90
|
|
|
|
|
tzadik –
צ
– 90
|
Moon Associated with Pisces and the dreamer. This was Joseph the
Righteous. Psychic power is here but sometimes it is difficult to distinguish
between prophecy and delusion. Upright the card represents deception.
Self-righteousness is a deception for a person is not as s/he seems. Also, the
more righteousness, the greater the tests of temptation.
|
|
koof –
ק
– 100
|
|
|
|
|
koof –
ק
– 100
|
Sun Koof is laughter, light like the sun.
|
|
resh –
ר
– 200
|
|
|
|
|
resh –
ר
– 200
|
Judgment Resh is war and peace, the process of
judgment.
|
|
shin –
ש
– 300
|
|
|
|
|
shin –
ש
– 300
|
WorldShin is the Shamayim, the heavens of fire and water that
are the source of the world in
creation. [908]
|
|
tav –
ת
– 400
|
|
|
|
|
tav –
ת
– 400
|
Fool While the fool is not aware that he may be stepping off of a
cliff, the Tav, the ┼ symbolizes the intersection of choices that one
comes to. One cannot know which path will be the best and like the fool chooses
one and walks on.
|
Table
9-13: Hebrew Alphabet and the Tarot Reversed
|
Hebrew Letter Source
|
Wands Down Fire
|
Pentacles down Earth
|
Swords Down Air
|
Cups Down Water
|
Major Arcana Down
|
|
aleph – a –
1
|
|
|
|
A
|
Magician The rod up is the upper yod and pointing
downwards is the lower you.
|
|
bet – b –
2
|
|
|
|
B
|
High Priestess The bet is the home, the spiritual center
of the high priestess. [909] The
number two is akin to sensitivity, emotion, partnerships and the
psychic.
|
|
gimmel – g –
3
|
|
|
|
C
|
Empress
|
|
dalet – d –
4
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D
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Emperor
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heh – h –
5
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Loss, destitution, shattered hopes and loss of
faith.
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Loss, destitution, shattered hopes and loss of
faith.
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Hierophant
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vav – w –
6
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F
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Lovers
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zayin – z –
7
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Return of a possession or to the original state
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Chariot
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het – j –
8
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H
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Strength
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tet – f –
9
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I
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Hermit
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yod – y –
10
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J
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Wheel of Fortune new beginnings, auspicious time, like
the yod is a point beginning. The tip of the yod is Keter as the full yod is
Hochmah. Keter is the will or the primal thought of creation.
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kaph – k –
20
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K
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lamed – l –
30
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L
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mem – m –
40
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M
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nun – n –
50
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N
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samech – s –
60
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ayin – u –
70
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O
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Peh – p –
80
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P
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Koof – q –
100
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Q
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Resh – r –
100
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R
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Shin – c –
300
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S
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tav – t –
400
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T
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vav – w –
6
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V
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vav – w –
6
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V
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vav – w –
6
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V
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heh – h –
5
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X
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yod – y –
10
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Y
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zayin – z –
7
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Z
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9.9 Tzaddik
The term tzaddik means a righteous, holy person. Seeking out a
“true” tzaddik is always a gateway to spiritual elevation. The
“true” tzaddik is actually a person who has very little to say but
when he speaks everyone feels that sHe is being directly spoken to even in a
group setting. I present my own experience in meeting a true tzaddik:
Meditation
9-4: Nikelsburg Rabbi
January 12, 1993 – 9:30 AM
I had an audience with the Tzaddik of Nikelsburg, Rabbi M. Lebovits. He
is spiritual heir and a descendent of Rabbi Smelke of Nikelsburg, a student of
the Baal Shem Tov. His silence conveys understanding. He suggested reading
Psalm 128 daily. He asked some questions, listened to answers and stories, and
seemed to understand what was said and not said.
The assistant asked for a Hebrew name and mother’s Hebrew name,
address, and phone number before entering the room. The Rebbe asked for family
origin.
When I discussed the Nothingness of Keter that I saw or the book Bahir
that I studied, his face lit up and I heard a sigh. There was something in his
silence. Even when he spoke to the congregation, a silence in him waited. This
was like the silence of Keter, waiting for the word to come forth to manifest
the will of G-d. This is a wonderous silence. I never saw his face turn from
anyone who questioned him. His soul was safe from the outside
world.
Before the tzaddik gives his blessing, he asks
questions to raise within him the energy for the blessing.
Joseph represents the essence of the tzaddik. In Jacob’s blessing
over Joseph, he states in Genesis 48:24, “But his bow abode in strength,
and the arms of his hands were made strong by the hands of the mighty God of
Jacob; from thence is the shepherd, the stone of Israel.”
Text
9-27: The Shepherd, Rock of Israel
From
there is the shepherd, the
rock of Israel –
larcy }ba huwr \cm
The Bahir 91 explains:
“The
stone that the builders
rejected has become the head cornerstone.”It
ascends to
the place from which it
was graven, as it is
written,“From
there is the Shepherd, the
Stone of
Israel.”
The Bahir, section 187 describes the character of the
Shepherd:
[910]
It is thus written (Isaiah 11:3), “I will grant
him a spirit of the fear of G-d,
And he will not judge by the
sight of his eyes,
He will not admonish according to what his
ear hears.”
He will incline all the world to the pan of
merit.
From
there counsel emanates,
and from there health
emanates to the world.
“From
there is the Shepherd, the
Stone of Israel.”
This is the
place that is called
“There.”
The Bahir 193 shows that the Supernal Tzadik nourishes
Israel:
“From
There is nourished the
Rock of
Israel.”What is the meaning of “from
There”?We say that this is the Supernal Righteous One
–
צדק
עליון.What
is He (the Tzadik above)? He is the Reward, the great hidden
Light, which is called Socher –
סוהרAnd
the splendid rock below
is called Dar –
דרAnd
the rays these are the rays from His Hand,they are from the
five fingers [of his right hand].
The Tzadik above refers to “the Reward, the great hidden
Light,” Socher, that is Hashem; the tzaddik below is as the splendid rock
Dar, that is His representative in this generation. Habakkuk 3:3-6 is the
biblical source text of the above:
G-d came from Texan, and the Holy One from mount
Paran. Selah.
His Glory covered the heavens, and the earth was
full of his praise.
And His brightness was as the light; and He
had rays of light coming out of His hands;
And there was the
Hiding of His Power.
Before Him went pestilence, and
burning coals went forth at His feet.
He stood, and measured
the earth: He beheld and drove asunder the nations;
And the
everlasting mountains were scattered, and the perpetual hills did bow:
His ways are everlasting.
9.10 Measure
for measure
The principle of mido-cnegdo-mido is the
universal way that Hashem corrects our behavior. (See
2.7 Judges – Shofteem)
Table
9-14: Measure for Measure
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Deeds
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Reward/Punishment
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Working too hard to the point of idolatry or violating the
Shabbat.
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One loses ones job.
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Ate too much or with a lust for food
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Stomach ache
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Eating pig or non-kosher sea animals
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Acid-reflux
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Walked someplace he shouldn’t have gone
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Hurt his feet
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TBD – let me know if you know?
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Knee injury
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TBD – let me know if you know?
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Backache
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TBD – let me know if you know?
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Toothache
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TBD – let me know if you know?
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Earache
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Breaking the Shabbat
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Stoning (sequilla), thrown off a building 15 feet in height, then he is
stoned if he isn’t already dead. Today he may fall off a roof by
accident or is attacked by a wild animal and thrown to the ground.
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If a person commits a crime by burning (serapha).
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Burning (s’neifa), molten led is poured down the throat. Today a
person may be burned to death by a fire or bit by a snake suffering the burning
poison.
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Embarrassing a person Committing murder.
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Headache for embarrassing a person, Head cut off by sword. Today, he
may be attacked by bandits or killers that kill him by knives.
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Adultery
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Choked to death. Today, he may die by drowning or a sickness where there
is affixation.
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Gehazi, student of Elisha, desired the money of Naaman.
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Because of this he was given the leprosy that Naaman had
overcome.
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Haman desired to destroy the Jews
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Instead he was destroyed
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Be happy with what you got and you will keep what you have.
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Seek that which is not yours, and what is yours will be lost.
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Samson looked and desired for a forbidden item.
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Samson was punished by having his eyes blinded.
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Samson served the Jews loyally for twenty years. “I never asked a
Jew for a favor.”
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Samson’s last words were remember me so that I can take one revenge
for my two eyes. One eye should have been sufficient punishment for the Pigam
(singlular) mistake of a Tzadik and for this he asked Hashem to compensate him
for the loss of both eyes. For this, he killed more Philistines in his death
than while he lived.
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King Asa made the wise students, the Talmedei Hochamim, come up and serve
him in his army. He would also call a groom and bride up from the Chuppah and
make them serve in the army.
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King Asa suffered a foot ailment or pains in the legs where he could not
walk well.
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Avraham Avinu tried to bring the people to his side to have the same level
of faith. Avraham would offer his guests sumptuous meals. At the end the
guests would want to bless him, but he would say, how dare you, “Bless
Hashem, for he is the one who created the food.” The person would feel
ashamed and be brought close to Hashem.
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When Judah sent the garments of Joseph back to his father, he said,
“I care not, please recognize this, and see if you can recognize who are
these from.” This caused his father so much suffering.
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For this, Tamar sent Judah his tokens with the same expression, “To
the owner of these things, that is whom I am pregnant from” –
“I care not, please recognize this, who do these belong to”, because
she did not want to embarrass
him. [911]
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However, Judah recognized his mistake. Judah confessed, she is more
righteous (mimeni) then me or from me. You saved my child Tamar from fire.
Judah knew she was right, but how did he know that she wasn’t a
prostitute-zonah with other men, because he knew the whole thing was his cause.
|
Because of this Hashem added the full name of Hashem to his name. A person
who confesses commits a Kiddush Hashem, a holiness of G-d, because he did not
hide his crime. Because he saved three lives, Hashem saved three lives of his
descendents measure for
measure. [912] Because he said
she was right and never committed a sin, Hashem would bring the entire kingdom
of Judah from which David and the holy nation will come. This is all written up
because so much Kiddush Hashem came from this
act. [913]
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Isaiah committed sin by saying, "In the midst of a people of unclean lips
do I dwell" (Isa. vi.).
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For this, the slander which is compared to fire, he was punished with fire,
with the live coal taken from the altar (Isa.
vi.). [914]
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Elijah spoke that “only he is left that is righteous”
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For this he is required to visit every Passover seder to bear witness to
the righteousness of Israel.
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9.11 Purification
This consists of immersion in
water.
[915]
Text
9-28: Miriams’s Well
Of special interest is the tradition concerning Miriam’s well,
which is located at the Sea of Galilee—whoever immerses himself in it, or
drinks of its water, experiences mystical exaltation and attains the wisdom of
the Kabbalah. The Mei Hashiloach taught an interesting point when
explaining how Jacob’s form of blessing adhered closer to the will of God
as opposed to Isaac who followed God’s judgment according to
Torah.
[916]
Text
9-29: HaMei Shiloach
The blessed God supports the pure of hand, for the hands are branches of
the heart, and his heart was pure and refined; then the result was that Yakov
would bless without (or independent of) his own knowledge. Therefore it is
written (Psalms 16:5), “You support my fate,” as Yakov Avinu always
looked toward the understanding and the will of the blessed God. Therefore he
said, “I knew, my son, I knew,” “guiding his hands
intentionally,” placing Ephraim before
Menashe.[917]One can
look as someone’s hands and be able to look into their heart for the
“hands are branches of the heart”. This is different from
chiromancy. Instead, one is looking at the quality of the skin, its color, its
hue, the shape of the fingers for softness or hardness will reflect the heart of
the person.
9.12 Mishnah
Studying the Mishnah Perkei Avot is a gateway to Kabbalah. Maimonides
explains the connection in his introduction to his
commentary:
[918]
Text
9-30: Maimonides on Perkei Avot
The compiler of the Mishnah began with Avot for two reasons: First, to
proclaim that the Haskamah (accepted norms of the scholars) and the Kabbalah
(the age-long traditions) represent the full truth as received by each
generation from those who preceded it.Joseph Caro gives examples
connecting Mishnah and his experiences with the Voice of Straight
Words:
[919]
Text
9-31: Joseph Caro's Maggid Mesharim
No sooner had we studied two tractates of the Mishnah than our Creator
smote us so that we heard a voice speaking out of the mouth of the saint, may
his light shine...
Then slumber came upon me, and I slept for about half an hour. I awoke
in distress since he did not converse with me at length as previously. I began
once more to rehearse the Mishnah and before I completed two chapters, the voice
of my beloved began to knock in my mouth, saying, ‘Although you imagined I
had forsaken you and left you, do not think I really will leave you before I
have fulfilled my promise not to withhold good from your
mouth.’Memorizing helps one build a better memory. Strive to
memorize new teachings and prayers. One can then recite the teachings while
driving or walking.
[920] After
memorizing, review the teachings or psalms to make them permanent.
Nevertheless, one should continue to seek out and memorize new teachings for
this expands the memory further.
Studying Gemara increases reasoning
skills. Gemara trains one in the process of logical deduction and analysis.
One may experience inspiration in technical areas of work. In general one will
experience an improvement in reasoning in all matters.
“G-d
commanded Moses that the written Torah should not be recited from memory, and
that the Oral Torah should not be written down. The Oral Torah was recited from
memory, and was thus given over from one person to
another.”
[921] Hence, our
sages focused on memorizing Mishnah. Others recite T’hillim from memory.
Most have memorized the Shema. While we are permitted to memorize our prayers,
others are careful to recite the Shema from the Siddur. The Shema says,
“And you shall teach them to your children and speak of them when sitting
in your house, when walking along your way and when you lie down and when you
rise up” implying these words are known by heart.
Why was the Oral
Torah not written down? This was to teach us that the essence of learning Torah
is by watching and living with religious people. We learn the details of Torah
by observing their ways.
[922]
“Greater is the serving of talmudei hochamei than learning from
them.”
9.13 Soul
Judaism presents five major levels to the soul:
Table
9-15: Five Levels of the Soul
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Soul
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Meaning
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Manifestation
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Nefesh
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Health
|
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Ruach
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Positive morale
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Neshamah
|
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Moral sense
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Chaya
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Community Soul, Principle purpose of
life
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Sixth sense
|
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Yechidah
|
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Prophecy
|
The Nefesh is our body, which is part of our soul. In the world to
come, G-d resurrects us into an eternal body. Today, the English word,
‘flesh’ contains the same ‘fesh’ sound and derives from
the Hebrew word.
The Ruach is the spirit one feels
by standing looking at the ocean or feeling G-d’s breeze run with ones
body. The ruach is the spirit we know and feel with
Hashem.
The Neshamah is our moral consciousness.
When we feel guilty for sin and know the right thing to do, it is from our
Neshamah that we know this.
The Chaya is our
community consciousness. The Chaya is our source of a sixth sense, of knowing
how others are feeling without being there. Chaya is the principle purpose of
life.
[923]
It is universal; it is the community’s soul. We should attach to Chaya
consciousness to understand the purpose of life.
Yechidah is the part of
our soul that is always with G-d. This is our direct channel of communication
with Hashem.
9.14 Seven
Tests
According to our qualities, we are tested.
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Quality
|
Sage
|
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Hesed Kindness
|
Abraham was tested in kindness by whether he would forsake Sodom or plead
on their behalf. Sodom whose values differed utterly from Abraham’s would
have nothing redeemable in the eyes of Abraham.
|
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Gevurah Strength and discipline
|
Isaac was tested in strictness by his acceptance of the Akeidah, his
personal sacrifice.
|
|
Tiferet Beauty and truth
|
Jacob was tested in truth by living in the house of Lavan. He dealt with
Lavan in a straight manner though he was treated in a crooked manner.
|
|
Netzah Eternity and victory
|
Moses was tested with eternity by rejecting the offer of his children
starting a new chosen people to Hashem.
|
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Hod Light of thankfulness
|
Aaron was tested in gratitude by resolving disagreements between husband
and wife, between Israelite and Israelite, even between Moses and the
people.
|
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Yesod Foundation righteousness
|
Joseph was tested in righteousness in his observance of his father’s
teachings in the house of Pharaoh and his denying the seductions of
Potiphar’s wife.
|
|
Malchut Kingship and presence of God
|
David was tested in kingship by persevering according to the will of God.
His desire to build a temple in Jerusalem was to bring the presence of God close
all the days of his life. He desired that the greater splendor be in the temple
more than his own dwelling. G-d tested his leadership to see whether he would
lead according to His will.
|
Each of us has qualities that G-d tests us in. If we are
compassionate, we will be tested for True compassion. If we are wise, we will
be tested for True wisdom. If we are helpful, we will be tested during a time
of True need of help.
9.15 Self-talk
One can conduct a self-hypnosis session out loud talking to one self. This
takes advantage of the ears, our most powerful spiritual
conduit.
[924]
Text
9-32: Learn by Speaking Teachings so Thy Own Ear May
Hear
Our Rabbis said: Do you wish not to have pains in your ear nor in any
of your limbs? Then bend your ear to Torah, and you will inherit life, as it is
said: “Incline your ear and go to Me; listen, and give life to your
soul.”
This is the advantage of talking to G-d, and letting G-d talk through
one, providing answers. This is also an effective way to do self-hypnosis
without a tape recorder.
Meditation
9-5: Q&A with Hakodesh Baruch Hu
What of our prayers when we pray for what we need most?
I hear prayers all the time. And I answer prayers all the time, but
you must be a Man and pursue what you really need yourself.
What of the past failures and the future?
The past is over and the future may ALWAYS be better than what might
have been. Do not live in regret as one may make any future
possible.
What of Torah stories such as the Sons of God taking daughters of men to
marry?
I have given through divine inspiration the Torah, but the specific
contents is according to the experience and ideas of man. The Torah contains
these ideas and you may interpret them as you see fit.
What of Gematria and other numerical techniques revealing secrets in the
Torah.
They are significant though the Torah was written before these ideas
were understood. Again they are an interpretation that is valid.
What of the Greek philosophers: Plato, Pythagoras, etc? What of their
religion?
They are the minim or conspirators that have attempted to philosophize
away my revelation. They are otherworldly, while I say this world is most
important. They are not the source of Jewish ideas, but simply the first to
carefully record earlier ideas.
What of Kabbalah?
My truest revelation was to the simple shepherds who were my prophets.
I am not really unknowable all that much. The Ayn Sof idea is appropriate in
that I have no boundaries but I do speak to my prophets directly. I am not
talking through your voice by an angel, but directly. I am really quite simple,
though the kabbalists have made a lot of complications.
What of the spiritual world?
I am truly in the physical world. It is as David says, “the
dead cannot praise” Me.
What of the afterlife?
Do you really want to know the answer here? There is a dispersion of
the soul after death mostly. For some who have not achieved enough merit, they
may seek to be reborn. The soul is conceived by a mother and father as a
completely new thing most of the time. The soul represents their aspirations.
Occasionally a former soul meets these aspirations and is reborn.
What of the Zohar?
Truly the prophet who wrote this book is beloved and close to me. He
saw my Image. The classic Jewish man with a semi-bitter attitude is really
quite in my image.[925] I am
pragmatic.
What of all the angels flying before you in blue skies and praising
You?
If it pleases them I allow it. The praise does nothing for Me. I find
all of this stuff kind of amazing. I am really quite simple.
What of Jesus and Christianity?
Well Jesus was not Me and not
Divine.
I am one, there is no one else besides Me.
There is no divine son of G-d. There is no division in Me, there is no
trinity. There is no godhead, I was before, am now and forever will be
beyond description or division.
For every soul born of a woman
there is a human father.
What of religions?
Most religion is self-serving and divisive. I am really not a fan of
any religion. Overall, all people should see themselves from the same first
mother and father, Adam and Eve. They are all brethren. That they divide
themselves from each other based on religion is not very sensible. They may
limit their ability to marry in this manner.
But isn’t it better to marry someone with a similar background and
values?
It can help, but this is not always an issue of
religion.
When we ask You to provide us with what we need, what do You
think?
I hear this prayer all too much. I provide for your needs always, but
you do not see what I have given or pursue the answers to your
prayers.
What of the Jews?
They are indeed my chosen people. They are a simple people after my own
image. Their ways are simple and
good.[926]
9.16 Sparks
Two hundred and eighty eight holy sparks were lost when the sefirot
shattered during the
creation.
[927]
The following verse from Genesis alludes to
them:
[928]
Text
9-33: Spirit of God Hovered and the Sparks
Entered
And the Spirit of God hovered [merahefet] over the face of the waters.
(Genesis 1:2)
The word ‘hovered’ – merahefet –
מרחפת
consists of ‘288 (holy sparks)’ –
רפח
and ‘died’ –
מת. The holy sparks
are buried in physical objects and physical reality. One can develop and apply
physical objects to benefit the Shekhinah, the female aspect of G-d, permeating
our world, which elevates these
sparks:
[929]
Text
9-34: Hasidic Prayer by Louis Jacobs on the Holy
Sparks
By using the things of the world in a spirit of consecration man release
these ‘holy sparks’ and redeems them for the holy. By thus
elevating the ‘holy sparks’ man provides the Female (the Sefirah
Malkhut), the Shekhinah, with the ‘female waters’ which enable Her
to be united with the Male (the Sefirah Tiferet) and so assist the ‘sacred
marriage’ by means of which harmony is promoted in the Sefirotic realm and
the divine grace can flow.
The 288 holy sparks are also four walls of creation each sustained by the
Seventy-two Letter Name of God. As four represents the sides of creation so
seventy-two represents their heights. Seventy-two stands for AV –
עב,
the chain of letters in the expansion of the Redemptive Name of God –
יוד הי
ויו הי – 15+22+15+20, four layers
above Atzulut.
There are the ‘Two
Hands’ of fifteen in the expanded Name.
Fifteen
[930] relates to the left
side of the tree, since the first ‘Heh’ represents the partzuf for
Mother that is from Binah and the second ‘Heh’ represents the
partzuf for Nukvah who is from Malchut and leans to the left. The first
‘Heh’ is the hand that gives the coin, the second ‘Heh’
is the hand that receives the coin. Elevating holy sparks by visiting places
and using material for good purposes breaks the bonds of materialism and
releases magic.
[931] For example,
one may dance even to secular music on Purim, with joy releasing the holy sparks
bound in the songs.
The traditional interpretation of the 288 sparks sees the shattering of
the vessels taking place at the level of Adam Kadmon, the primordial structure
at the highest level. Adam Kadmon included the four expansions of the
Tetragrammaton with its highest
level—Av.
[932]
The sparks then fell through the four worlds of existence, Atzulut, Beriyah,
Yetzirah, and
Asiyah.
[933]
Text
9-35: Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan on the Two Hundred and
Eighty-eight Sparks
The number 288 is 4 x 72, while 72 is 6 x 12. The number 72 thus
alludes to the power of the twelve months and tribes in the
six days of the week. This is then
multiplied by 4, since this concept of 72 exists in all Four
Universes.Two hundred and eighty-eight is the
gematria of ‘perach’ –
פרח, which means
flower as a noun or verb. At the beginning of creation the image of a flower
emerges from the midst of the divine name Eloah, see
Figure 14-1: Eloah, the Flower,
Forty-Two, and Creation. Hence, the word ‘flower’ alludes to
the 288
Sparks of Creation. A tzaddik or a righteous
person may appear as a flower because of a lifetime spent elevating the divine
sparks, see
Meditation 6-1: Former
Chief Hasidic Rebbe of Jerusalem.
Here is the opinion of Rabbi Levi
Yitzchok of
Berditchev:
[934]
Text
9-36: Rabbi Levi Yitzchok on the Two Hundred and
Eighty-eight Sparks
The root and source of the Tree of Knowledge consists of the 288 Sparks.
Before they fell and were broken; their root was very high. But as a result of
Adam’s sin these 288 Sparks fell and were broken. They descended lower
and lower until they were clothed with a combination of good and evil in the
“Glowing Husk” and in physical things.
Man’s main task in this world is to
“transform darkness into light.” he must therefore raise up these
Sparks, elevating them higher and higher until they return to their Root and
Source.The ARI teaches that one way to elevate the sparks is through
the giving of a coin of
charity.
[935]
Text
9-37: Isaac Luria on the Two-hundred and Eighty-eight
Sparks
When a person gives charity, he takes in his hand a coin, which in
Hebrew is Perutah
(פרוטה).
He should mediate on this word, and contemplate that the letters of Perutah and
PRaT VH (פרט
וה, a detail of VH—the 288 have fallen to the
lower letters of the name of God into our world) are the same.
The Root of all Judgments is the 288 Sparks
[which fell from Atzilut to Beriyah when the Vessels were shattered]. Add to
this [a unit representing] the whole, and you have 289, [the numerical value of
PRaT
(פרט)].
Hence, the gift a coin, larger probably being better, has significance in
elevating holy sparks. Finally, there are extraneous thoughts that enter ones
mind during prayer that are from the fallen sparks. There are mixed opinions on
elevating thoughts with the general opinion being if one can do so that is good,
but if they are overwhelming one is better pushing them
aside.
[936]
Text
9-38: Baal Shem Tov from Toldot Yaakov Yosef on Elevating
Sparks
I heard from my master [the Baal Shem Tov] that this [fixed prayers are
not a supplication] can be proven through the extraneous thoughts that enter
one’s mind during worship. These thoughts come from the Broken Vessels,
and the 288 Sparks that one must separate each day. [These extraneous thoughts
enter one’s mind during prayer in order that] he rectify and elevate them.
The extraneous thoughts of one day, however, are not at all the same as those of
the next. This evidence should be obvious to one who considers
it.The secret of elevating thoughts is a very
advanced form of prayer where after a thought has occurred, one considers the
sephira that has a quality similar to the thought and then mentally pronounces
the Name of God associated with that quality and then the Tetragrammaton with
the corresponding vowels of the
sephira.
[937]
Text
9-39: Rabbi Zevi Elimelech on Elevating Strange Thoughts of
the 288 Fallen Sparks
From the above it follows that in the main the occupation of elevating
thoughts is only for the remnant called by the Lord, but so far as the masses
are concerned the evil thought must be rejected so as to fulfill the command,
‘That ye go not about after your own heart’ [Num. 15:39]’.
Nevertheless, after he has pushed it aside it is proper for him to have in mind
and to depict to himself those divine names, which are required for the thoughts
to be elevated, each one according to its respective category. For instance,
when he has a thought of love he should depict the name El and the
Tetragrammaton pointed with the vowel segol –
אֶ. When he has a
thought of fear he should depict the name Elohim and the Tetragrammaton pointed
with the vowel sheva, and so forth. There is no need to deal with this matter
at any greater length. In manuscript we have profound expositions of the topic.
But for the present this is sufficient for the enlightened. May the Lord our
God be with us.
The vowels and names here
are:
[938]
Table
9-17: Names of God and the
Tetragrammaton for Elevating
Thoughts
|
Sefira
|
Name of God
|
Vowels and
|
Tetrammaton
|
|
Keter
|
Ehyeh asher Ehyeh –
אֶהְיֶה
אֲשׁר
אֶהְיֶה
|
Kametz -
אָ
|
יָהָוָהָ
|
|
Hochamah
|
Yah -
יָהּ
|
Patach –
אַ
|
יַהַוַהַ
|
|
Binah
|
YHVH – pronounced Elohim
|
Tzere -
אֵ
|
יֵהֵוֵהֵ
|
|
Hesed
|
El –
אֵל
|
Segol -
אֶ
|
יֶהֶוֶהֶ
|
|
Gevurah
|
Elohim -
אֱלׂהִים
|
Sheva -
אְ
|
יְהְוְהְ
|
|
Tiferet
|
YHVH -
יהוה
|
Holam –
אֹ
|
יֹהֹוֹהֹ
|
|
Netzah
|
YHVH Tzavaot –
יהוה
צְבָאוֹת
|
Chirik -
אִ
|
יִהִוִהִ
|
|
Hod
|
Elohim Tzavaot –
אֱלׂהִים
צְבָאוֹת
|
Kibbutz -
אֻ
|
יֻהֻוֻהֻ
|
|
Yesod
|
Shaddai, El Chai –
שׁדַי
‚אֵל
חַי
|
Shurek -
אוּ
|
יוּהוּווּהוּ
|
|
Malkhut
|
Adonai -
אֲדׂנָי
|
|
|
Reading the Torah with letters, awareness of their beauty –
the crowns, with vowels, and with notes gathers all the sparks
together.
[939] Pronouncing vowels
and especially notes according to inspiration with understanding of the words is
the heart of reading Torah while the intellect is the preserved tradition.
Text
9-40: Rabbi Yitzchak Ginsburgh on the 288
Sparks
The two hands which act together to form all reality, chesed (72) plus
gevurah (216) = 288 = 2 times 12 squared. 288 is the number of nitzotzot "fallen
sparks" (from the primordial cataclysm of "the breaking of the vessels") which
permeate all of created reality. Through the "dual effort" of chesed and
gevurah, not only to form reality, but to rectify reality (through the means of
"the left arm repels while the right draws near"), these fallen sparks are
redeemed and elevated to return and unite with their ultimate source. In a
universal sense, this is the secret of the coming of Moshiach and the
resurrection of the
dead.[940]Since we
know the first hand, ‘Heh’ is Binah and the second hand,
‘Heh’ is Malchut, we arrive at the Rabbi’s interpretation by
seeing that Binah reaches across to Hesed, and Gevurah reaches down to Malchut.
As a mother is inclined to redeem her child; redemption, the quality of the 72
Letter Name of G-d crosses over to unbounded Hesed – Loving-kindness.
This is the raising of the 72 fallen sparks of Hesed. Furthermore, Malchut
always reaches up to Gevurah, the source of her strength, her financial
security—essentially her means to making a nest whereby she transforms the
restraint of Gevurah into the creation of a new
world.
[941]
This is the raising of the 216 fallen sparks of Gevurah. Together they raise
all 288 fallen sparks. The two-hands raise the fallen sparks back to
heaven.
[942]Finally, one
will awaken from the dead as holy sparks, and this is the resurrection on the
Day of Judgment.
[943] As God
asked Ezekiel “if these bones can live?” and Ezekiel replied,
“O God only thou knowest”; our bones are renewed and we are covered
in flesh and sinews once more, enwrapping the holy sparks of God. This is the
true ‘
awakening’ from the
death of materialism that we experience while we are
y
[944]alive.
944
Text
9-41: Zohar 1:7b on Resurrection
‘“O Lord, I have the report of thee, and I am
afraid”’ (Habak. III, 2), he said. ‘This verse did Habakkuk
exclaim at the time when he reflected on his own death and his resurrection
through Elisha. Why was he named HaBaKkuK? Because it is written, “At this
season when the time cometh round, thou shalt be embracing (HoBeKeth) a
son” (II Kings IV, 16), and he-Habakkuk-was the son of the Shunammite. He
received indeed two embracings, one from his mother and one from Elisha, as it
is written, “and he put his mouth upon his mouth” (Ibid.
34).
In the Book of King Solomon I have found the following: He (Elisha)
traced on him the mystic appellation, consisting of seventy-two names. For the
alphabetical letters that his father had at first engraved on him had flown off
when the child died; but when Elisha embraced him he engraved on him anew all
those letters of the seventy-two names. Now the number of those letters amounts
to two hundred and sixteen, and they were all engraved by the breath of Elisha
on the child so as to put again into him the breath of life through the power of
the letters of the seventy-two names. And Elisha named him Habakkuk, a name of
double significance, alluding in its sound to the twofold embracing, as already
explained, and in its numerical value (H. B. K. V. K. =8. 2. 100. 6. 100) to two
hundred and sixteen, the number of the letters of the Sacred Name. By the words
his spirit was restored to him and by the letters his bodily parts were
reconstituted. Therefore the child was named Habakkuk, and it was he who said:
“O Lord, I have heard the report of thee, and I am afraid” (Habak.
III, 2), that is to say, I have heard what happened to me, that I tasted of the
other world, and am afraid. ... R. Simeon then wept and said: ‘I also
from what I have heard am seized with fear of the Holy One, blessed be
He.’ He then raised his hands above his head
9.17 Torah
Reading
The Torah is written without vowels, chanting notes, and periods. Hence,
one must understand the context to know the end of the sentences. Notes are too
numerous to memorize. Instead one should focus on the meaning of the text and
add the notes as one recognizes the groupings of words. There is great zehus,
merit, in learning the Torah portion each week. This ranks at the same level
as kibud av v’im, honoring thy mother and father.
When reading
the Torah in front of a congregation one will be corrected for each error in
word pronunciation. This may interfere with the kavanah of the reader.
Perhaps this is not always good as one may have a deep feeling for the
words.
[945]
Text
9-42: Reading the Torah is a Delight for God
Rabbi Israel Baal Shem Tov said that a person can read the Torah and see
lights on the letters, even though he does not understand it fully. Since he is
reading with great love and enthusiasm, G-d does not pay attention to the fact
that he may not be reading correctly.
This is very much like a child who is very much loved by his parents.
Even though it cannot speak well, its parents have great enjoyment when it asks
for something.
The same is true when a person recites words of Torah with love [and
devotion]. G-d has great delight, and does not pay attention to the fact that he
does not read it
correctly.[946]The
crowns on the Torah letters do not correspond to vowels or notes, but like a
true gift of adornment are free of practical meaning. The letters, crowns,
vowels, and notes correspond to the ascent through the worlds Asiyah, Yetzirah,
Beriyah, and Atzulut.
The
Torah layout of words is another key to the inspiration of the text. A tikkun
is a text with layout of words in duplicate to the Torah for learning to read a
Torah portion from the scroll. A verse falling out entirely on one line or on
the top of a Torah page may have extra significance. Spaces between words or
the size of letters are other
keys.
[947]While, studying
with a friend is much better than studying Torah alone, to write what one learns
is as if one has acquired a
friend:
[948]
Text
9-43: The Quill shall be your friend
The 14th of Menachem Av 5701 (1941) marked fifty years since
my father told me to begin recording the stories he told me. When the Tzemach
Tzedek began writing on Talmudic and Chassidic subjects, the Alter Rebbe said to
him: ‘Uknei l’cha
chaver’[949](lit.
acquire a friend for yourself); ‘read v’kaneh l’cha
chaver’ – “the quill shall be your
friend.”
My father once quoted the Alter Rebbe, “v’kaneh etc..., the
quill shall be your friend” – and elaborated: This refers to the
quill of the heart, meaning that whatever one learns one must experience
emotionally.
9.18 Walking
Walking is a form of meditation, helping one to talk with G-d. One may
walk in the beauty of nature, or even on a treadmill, the key is the walking.
The runner’s high is a physical experience akin to meditation.
9.19 Messiah
The messiah symbolizes redemption, may one speedily come in our days. This
is an important belief for spiritual growth. To believe that this is the time
of the messiah is a tremendous tool, because redemption symbolizes being brought
closer to G-d. If we believe with all our heart that these are the days and
that we will see in these times and that we will return to our homeland in these
days then we contribute to the restoration of
Zion.
[950]
9.20 Graves
Visiting graves is a way of the honoring the dead by remembering what they
lived for. One may be inspired by the soul of the departed, as there is a
remnant of the soul that remains with the bones until the day of resurrection.
One may learn secrets to the Torah from these righteous souls such as how to
preserve ones Torah
learning.
[951]
One of the students of R. Simeon bar Yohai had forgotten what he
learned. In tears he went to the cemetery. Because of his great weeping, he
came to him in a dream and told him: “When you wail, throw three bundles,
and I shall come.” The student went to a dream interpreter and told him
what had happened. The latter said to him: “Repeat your chapter three
times, and it will come back to you.” The student did so and so indeed it
happened.
[839] See
Text 2-62: Rabbi Yaakov Culi quoting
Zohar on the Offerings and
Table
2-12: Offerings on p.
83.
[840] Studies in Ecstatic
Kabbalah, Moshe Idel trans., pp.
122-124.
[841] Studies in
Ecstatic Kabbalah, Moshe Idel trans., pp.
112-113
[842] Meirat Eynayim,
Light of the Eyes, Rabbi Isaac of Acco
, Quoted in Chaim
Vital’s Shaarey Kedushah part4, trans. in Meditation and Kabbalah, Aryeh
Kaplan, p.143.
[843] Studies in
Ecstatic Kabbalah, Moshe Idel,
p.132.
[844] Chabad Salt Lake
City, morning service, 46
th Day of the Counting of the Omer,
6/9/05
[845] Inspiration during
the morning prayer from Psachyah Lichenstein, Chabad Salt Lake City, 6/9/2005
– 46
th day of the
Omer.
[846] Soncino Talmud
translation of Sanhedrin
104b
[847] Origins of Kabbalah,
Schloem, p.165
[848] Proverbs
22:29
[849] He shall stand
before kings in Paradise (Rashi). He shall not stand before mean men in
paradise.
[850] Job 34:33
Soncino commentary note 38 states, “It would appear from this passage that
the men of the Great Synagogue were regarded as the actual arbiters of the
matter, save in the case of
Solomon.”
[851] Job
34:33
[852] Balaam: v. Num.
XXXI. 8, 16; Doeg the Edomite: v. I Sam. XXI, 22; Ahitophel: v. II Sam. XV;
Gehazi: v. II Kings V,
20.
[853] Soncino Sanhedren
105a note 3 and
Cf. M. Joseph. Judaism as Creed and Life, pp.
146-147[854] Likutey
Moharan part 2, par.25
[855]
“Treasury of the Hidden Eden”, Abraham
Abulafia
, trans. in Meditation and Kabbalah, Kaplan.
p.85.
[856] Midrash Tannaim,
described further in “Torah, Light, and Healing” by Matityahu
Glazenson.
[857] BCI is a
program offered by the Brandeis Bardin Institute. The program is aimed at
college youth from the ages of 18-25 and consists of a 1 month intensive Jewish
learning experience.
[858] see
The Psalms of David by James Freemantle, William Morrow Press. This most
beautiful work was published by the son of .... ... spent mostly of his life
working on the calligraphy and illustrations in this work which was dedicated in
love to whose wife.
[859]
Bahir
95,
119
[860] Rabbi Immanuel
Schochet, Feb 3
rd
2003.
[861] The Book of the
Angel Rezial, ed. and trans. Steve Savedow,
p.11
[862] The Great Maggid,
Rabbi Immanuel Schochet, p.22
[863] Boss of your own
mind
[864] Torah, Light, and
Healing, Matityahu Glazerson, Aronson, 1993, page
22
[865] Torah, Light, and
Healing.
[866] Rabbi
Nachman
’s Wisdom, Aryeh Rosenfeld, Tape
28.
[867] Small number of 355
is: 3+5+5=13
[868] Linda
Goodman’s Star Signs, Linda Goodman, St. Martin’s Press
p.200.
[869] Linda
Goodman’s Star Signs, Linda Goodman, St. Martin’s Press pp.
216-217.
[870] Linda
Goodman’s Star Signs, Linda Goodman, St. Martin’s Press pp.
65-80.
[871] Berachos
8a.
[872] Berachos 8a, towards
bottom – “Amar lai
rabbah.”
[873] Linda
Goodman’s Star Signs, Linda Goodman, St. Martin’s Press,
pp.176-178.
[874] The Mystical
Experience in Abraham Abulafia, Moshe Idel,
p.24.
[875] Linda
Goodman’s Star Signs, Linda Goodman, St. Martin’s Press,
pp.250-251.
[876] The World of
Prayer, Elie Munk, Vol. 1, page
36.
[877] Linda Goodman’s
Star Signs, Linda Goodman, St. Martin’s Press, pp.195, 212 and
254.
[878] Ibid, page
121. Berachot 28b mentions the correspondence of 18 names of G-d in the listed
prayers but does not mention that they multiply to 72 letters. Munk quotes
Bereshis Raba 15:14 and Ramban on Exodus 6:3 to make this point on page
85.
[879] Linda Goodman’s
Star Signs, Linda Goodman, St. Martin’s Press,
pp.261.
[880] Ibid.
[881] Sefer Yetzirah, Aryeh
Kaplan, 1
st Ed., 1990, Ch.5
p.220
[882] http://home.comcast.net/~erniew/astro/almagest.html displays
the stars in each
constellation.
[883] http://www.dibonsmith.com/graphics.htm presents constellation
diagrams fairly
uncluttered.
[884] The Tallis
is a prayer shawl warn in the mornings having strings called Tzitzit descending
in the four corners. This also symbolizes the higher Tallis in the heavens but
more importantly the presence of Hashem surrounding our
lives.
[885] Sefer
Yetzirah
6:1, Aryeh Kaplan trans.
Page 231.
[886] Ibid. page
233.
[887] Jan 3,
1997
[888] Watching the stars
at night eliminates eye strain
headaches.
[889] See
Text 2-18: Abraham and the Stars
p.45
[890] Here are two good
web sites for getting your Hebrew birthday:
http://www.chabad.org/calendar/birthday.asp. Also
http://www.partner.org.il/
at the lower right hand
corner.
[891] Above the Zodiac,
M. Glazerson, p.11.
[892]
Tractate Shabbat
156A-156B
[893] Pesikta Rabba
ch.4 quoted by Rabenu Bachaya in Kad HaKemach quoted by Glazerson in Above the
Zodiac, p.12.
[894] The Master
of Darkness is the supernal Israel whose sign is the Taurus. Even today Israel
Independence Day, its birthday is in
Iyar.
[895] The mountain goat
climbs with joy, feeding on young grasses, nourished by the first waters of
heaven.
[896] Kabbalah Centre,
Berg.
[897] Rabbi Goldberg,
Ahavas Torah, June 3, 2001, San Jose,
CA.
[898] Shabbatai Zvi,
Goldish, Chapter 2: Nathan of Gaza and the Roots of Sabbatean Prophecy,
p.7.
[899] Exodus
28:30
[900] Heder –
literally room but referring to Jewish elementary
education.
[901] The Holy
Kabbalah, A. E. Waite, quoting Eliphas Levi p. 555. In general Waite
discredits the ideas of Levi as being without fact and of imagination not
inspiration.
[902] Ibid p.
556.
[903] Fool card which has
number 0 but has been placed incorrectly in correspondence with the letter
Aleph.
[904] see Linda
Goodman’s Star
Signs
[905] Compare this with
the Hierophant whose operating location is a sanctuary, a
temple.
[906] The upper and
lower gardens of Eden.
[907]
Yaakov Neuman 4/23/2002.
[908]
Yaakov Neuman. This alludes to the Big Bang, the source of the world.
[909] Compare this with the
Hierophant whose operating location is a sanctuary, a
temple.
[910] Such was the
manner of Levi Yitzhak of Berditchov who would always find the good in his
fellow Jew when he spoke to
G-d.
[911] Rather to go to
death than to commit worshipping idols, adultery, or murder. Embarrassing a
person is a form of
murder.
[912] The three who
survived the fire under King
Nebuchadnetzar.
[913] Aryeh
Rosenfeld, Gemara Shir on Sotah, Track 4,
http://www.breslov.org/ra/rr/ey/sotah/track_04.ram.
[914] Midrash
Tanhuma
[915] An Introduction
to the Kabbalah, Moshe Hallamish,
p.63
[916] See
2.1.7 Parsha Toldot
p.63
[917] Living Waters,
Parshat Vehechi, p.101
[918]
Mishnah Avot, Pinhas Kehati,
p.1.
[919] Maggid Mesharim,
Yosef Caro presenting, trans. in Jewish Mysticism An Anthology, Dan
Cohn-Sherbok, pp.144-145.
[920]
Driving or walking particular to places of Jewish learning and
prayer.
[921] Me’am
Lo’ez, Aryeh Kaplan trans. Page
2.
[922] Berachos 2a, CD-Daf,
audio commentary Rav Fishel
Schachter.
[923] Rabbi Immanuel
Schochet
[924] Torah, Light,
and Healing, chapter 22 – The Ear Gateway to the Body, page
153.
[925] The Kotzger
Rebbe.
[926] December 26th,
2001, hypnosis session, followed by a dream, and another hypnosis session.
Hypnosis works better when one is well-rested and this was the case in the
second session.
[927]
Meditation and Kabbalah, Kaplan, page 231, 337n63, 289,
340n64
[928] Hasidic Prayer,
Louis Jacobs, p. 106.
[929]
Hasidic Prayer, Louis Jacobs, p.
106.
[930] Also see Linda
Goodman’s Star Signs, Linda Goodman, ‘Magic and the occult
description of the numerology of 15’
[931] see
Text 9-40: Rabbi Yitzchak
Ginsburgh[932] Light
Beyond, Aryeh Kaplan, 237:n29, 220:n26, 109:n19, 220,
307
[933] Aryeh Kaplan
summarizes Etz Chaim, Shaar RaPaCh Nitzutzim (sparks) in Light Beyond,
220:n106
[934] Light Beyond,
Aryeh Kaplan, p. 237.
[935]
Meditation and Kabbalah, Aryeh Kaplan, p.
231
[936] Light Beyond, p.
220.
[937] Hasidic Prayer,
Louis Jacobs, Chapter IX – “The Elevation of ‘Strange
Thoughts’”, p.
118.
[938] Meditation and
Kabbalah, Aryeh Kaplan, p. 126,
185.
[939] This is the channel
of twenty-two.
[940] http://www.inner.org/sefirot/sefgevur.htm, Rabbi Yitzchak
Ginsburgh.
[941]
Illustrating how Malchut is the source of Keter (the force of creation) in the
subsequent world below. The end of each Tree of Life is the beginning of
another. Moshiach of Malchut represents salvation and the Ribono Shel
Olam’s resurrection of the dead in the world to come. Binah expresses the
72 Letter Name in her redemptive connection to Hesed. Malchut magnifies
redemption three-fold, into the creation of a new world for the resurrection of
the dead. This is the raising of the 216 sparks. The Shechinah creates the new
world by the power of gevurah, channeling the 216 fallen sparks into a new world
by tzimtzum. Yet, this is a raising of the 216 fallen sparks because Keter is
above Malchut though in different
worlds.
[942] See
Text 10-58: Abulafia on the 216 Letter
Name of God[943] This is
depicted in the tarot card of judgment, number
20.
[944] Linda Goodman’s
Star Signs, p. 257.
[945]
Meditation and Kabbalah, Kaplan, page
288
[946] Lekutim Yekarim
#3
[947] See
The 26 Letter
Name[948] ‘HaYom
Yom’, Rabbi Menachem Schneerson Z”l for Menachem Av
14.
[949] Perkei Avot
1:6
[950] Zion is a homeland in
service to G-d, which is to love each other, e.g. homeland of
Israel.
[951] Kabbalah New
Perspectives, Moshe Idel, p.77 quoting the Midash Rabbah Ecclesiastes
10:10